[ 60,000 and counting... ]
Reading stories and the news is just so depressing and worrying. Not only are there so many lives taken, diseases are starting to appear affect MORE lives. As it is there's problems with chicken, pork, beef.... and now I think it's best we stay away from fish even!
Some links related to what's going on. Interesting point of views, pictures as well a place to find out how to help/donate, if you want to!
1. Perspectives on the calamity
2. SEA-EAT (South-East Asia Earthquake & Tsunami)
3. In pictures: Asian quake disaster (BBC)
4. More pictures (the Star Online)
5. And then there are those who're brave to continue with what they were doing (fishing, holidaying, etc.)
6. For amateur videos (some from BBC)
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
*ahhh chooo*
breathe in my germzzzzzz XDXD
^^;;
ok, short quiz here...
What kind of writer are you? brought to you by Quizilla
lol, so true... i usually write angst... with a bit of humor/romance. hence why i can't write these days because... i'm lacking angst. and even when i do feel angsty, it doesn't last long enough for me to write anything -____-"
whoohoo... holidays around zee corner (~^_^)~ ~(^_^)~ ~(^_^~)
and now, back to work *rollseyes*
breathe in my germzzzzzz XDXD
^^;;
ok, short quiz here...
What kind of writer are you? brought to you by Quizilla
lol, so true... i usually write angst... with a bit of humor/romance. hence why i can't write these days because... i'm lacking angst. and even when i do feel angsty, it doesn't last long enough for me to write anything -____-"
whoohoo... holidays around zee corner (~^_^)~ ~(^_^)~ ~(^_^~)
and now, back to work *rollseyes*
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
cf was great... 2 days of fun-ness... ^__^
to read what happened, i shall direct ye to DMJ's blog (search for dmjewelle's link on left 'side-bar') for a concised and pretty well summed up round of events that took place. since i was with her most of the day, we basically experienced the same things.
as for pictures, i will update the 'side-bar' soon and give ye the link.
cosmas is this saturday.... zomgee... well, not planning to cosplay so.. yay... haha... cosplaying integra was a bit tiresome.. the hair, the jacket and most of all the ribbon-tie thingy... blargh ^^;
all hail the 1337 hellsing group! \(^_^)/ m(_ _)m \(^_^)/
we did a good job with the skit me thinks.. well, i was happy with it, hope everyone else was. a skit thought up in one morning.. no rehersal = good job!
and now for me to get over the fact that gan has no moustache and bleached hair.. @_@;
to read what happened, i shall direct ye to DMJ's blog (search for dmjewelle's link on left 'side-bar') for a concised and pretty well summed up round of events that took place. since i was with her most of the day, we basically experienced the same things.
as for pictures, i will update the 'side-bar' soon and give ye the link.
cosmas is this saturday.... zomgee... well, not planning to cosplay so.. yay... haha... cosplaying integra was a bit tiresome.. the hair, the jacket and most of all the ribbon-tie thingy... blargh ^^;
all hail the 1337 hellsing group! \(^_^)/ m(_ _)m \(^_^)/
we did a good job with the skit me thinks.. well, i was happy with it, hope everyone else was. a skit thought up in one morning.. no rehersal = good job!
and now for me to get over the fact that gan has no moustache and bleached hair.. @_@;
Saturday, December 11, 2004
yayness.... seeaff ish tmr~~ ~(^_^~) ~(^_^)~ (~^_^)~
we have plans, oh yes we do...
1. belasah a certain someone
2. spend monnies
3. major glomping sessions (yeah right.. me GLOMP? XP)
4. nyaa-ing sessions
5. plans to plan for the next day
6. integra visiting art galery ala hellsing episode ^^
7. PICTURES!!!! MOST IMPORTANTLY PICTURES! ^__^
8. infernals gathering XP
w00t... less than 10 hours away~~
zomg! i'm getting the butterflies... well, ok.. it just died but i'm quite sure there's be more fluttering tmr night ^^;
we have plans, oh yes we do...
1. belasah a certain someone
2. spend monnies
3. major glomping sessions (yeah right.. me GLOMP? XP)
4. nyaa-ing sessions
5. plans to plan for the next day
6. integra visiting art galery ala hellsing episode ^^
7. PICTURES!!!! MOST IMPORTANTLY PICTURES! ^__^
8. infernals gathering XP
w00t... less than 10 hours away~~
zomg! i'm getting the butterflies... well, ok.. it just died but i'm quite sure there's be more fluttering tmr night ^^;
Friday, December 10, 2004
You scored as Euterpe. You are Euterpe, the muse of music. You are an inventor, and you constantly come up with new ideas. You are happy when everyone else is happy.
Which of the Greek Muses are you? created with QuizFarm.com
^^
yay~ i'm off tmr~~ decided to take leave ^^v
that leaves me with 3 1/2 days left for the year.. haha.... wonder when i'm gonna take those :p
Euterpe | 69% | ||
Melpomene | 62% | ||
Thalia | 50% | ||
Erato | 50% | ||
Terpischore | 50% | ||
Calliope | 50% | ||
Urania | 44% | ||
Clio | 38% | ||
Polyhymnia | 38% |
Which of the Greek Muses are you? created with QuizFarm.com
^^
yay~ i'm off tmr~~ decided to take leave ^^v
that leaves me with 3 1/2 days left for the year.. haha.... wonder when i'm gonna take those :p
Thursday, December 09, 2004
Friday, December 03, 2004
more junk to add to ye blogs/journals.
chucked it in my lj because lj has this nice little function where we can hide your entries in these nice little links XP
cliku >_0
chucked it in my lj because lj has this nice little function where we can hide your entries in these nice little links XP
cliku >_0
Monday, November 29, 2004
@___@
i would like to thank my parents, for bringing me up, giving me the much needed love for the last 22 years.. i would like to thank my brothers, eventhough they're a pain in the ass but can be sweet sometimes, i would to thank my dear friends (you know who you are) for helping me thru rough times and i would like to thank the rest of the world for making the world an advanced, caring, (etc etc etc) yet disasterous and shity place to live in at the same time.
*walks slowly into gas chamber*
>_> <_< >_<;
i would like to thank my parents, for bringing me up, giving me the much needed love for the last 22 years.. i would like to thank my brothers, eventhough they're a pain in the ass but can be sweet sometimes, i would to thank my dear friends (you know who you are) for helping me thru rough times and i would like to thank the rest of the world for making the world an advanced, caring, (etc etc etc) yet disasterous and shity place to live in at the same time.
*walks slowly into gas chamber*
>_> <_< >_<;
Sunday, November 28, 2004
If there is at least one person in your life who you consider a close friend, and who you would not have met without being part of an online fandom, post this sentence in your journal.
potc is LOVE indeed XDXD
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potc is LOVE indeed XDXD
so little time, so much to do...
i've barely finished 20% of the work load i have and i've only got tmr left to finish it all..... and to think i started out today at perhaps 10%? argh.. i'm so dead .______.
problems with work, problems with my boss, problems with my workmates, problems with my parents.. okay lar.. they're all really not major problems.. just minor stuffs where if you add them ALL up becomes big... it's hard to say even.. sometimes your day may start out fine, but end crappily.. or when you think things are fine, you realize too late they're not or even when things are in the dumps, in the end you're just mistaken and everything is fine again.
had a short 1-on-1 meeting with AH in friday. he asked if i was planning to leave as well.. since my only other 2 colleagues working on the project are leaving soon. one in december, the other in february. i told him i might because i was thinking of doing my masters.. then he told me to only do my masters in july. i mean excuse me.. it's not like i can tell the university i'm planning to go to wait for me a few more months if say that particular course i wanna do is only available in february -_-
and to add more work.. he has made me "team leader". more responsibility... like i don't have a lot of things to worry about.. and then he has the cheek to tell me he'll give me something, like an incentive... huh... BALLS! he's just 'bribing' me not to leave. i talked with my parents today about the situation... whatever it is.. i'm leaving by march and that's final. i've got other things i wanna take care off, do before i go off to study, etc etc etc...
earning money is one thing... but i wanna enjoy my work as well... not stay up night after night, putting in more than i should over this dumb project. and yet he can show us his anger and tell us, "we have never met a deadline. never!". well if you managed the project better, AH, we wouldn't be in this position.
in my part i have so much to do.. and if i don't finish my part, my colleague can't do hers and she's got a lot to do as well.... urgh... -_____-
damn.. i've only got another 3 hours of sleep before i have to wake up again >__<
i've barely finished 20% of the work load i have and i've only got tmr left to finish it all..... and to think i started out today at perhaps 10%? argh.. i'm so dead .______.
problems with work, problems with my boss, problems with my workmates, problems with my parents.. okay lar.. they're all really not major problems.. just minor stuffs where if you add them ALL up becomes big... it's hard to say even.. sometimes your day may start out fine, but end crappily.. or when you think things are fine, you realize too late they're not or even when things are in the dumps, in the end you're just mistaken and everything is fine again.
had a short 1-on-1 meeting with AH in friday. he asked if i was planning to leave as well.. since my only other 2 colleagues working on the project are leaving soon. one in december, the other in february. i told him i might because i was thinking of doing my masters.. then he told me to only do my masters in july. i mean excuse me.. it's not like i can tell the university i'm planning to go to wait for me a few more months if say that particular course i wanna do is only available in february -_-
and to add more work.. he has made me "team leader". more responsibility... like i don't have a lot of things to worry about.. and then he has the cheek to tell me he'll give me something, like an incentive... huh... BALLS! he's just 'bribing' me not to leave. i talked with my parents today about the situation... whatever it is.. i'm leaving by march and that's final. i've got other things i wanna take care off, do before i go off to study, etc etc etc...
earning money is one thing... but i wanna enjoy my work as well... not stay up night after night, putting in more than i should over this dumb project. and yet he can show us his anger and tell us, "we have never met a deadline. never!". well if you managed the project better, AH, we wouldn't be in this position.
in my part i have so much to do.. and if i don't finish my part, my colleague can't do hers and she's got a lot to do as well.... urgh... -_____-
damn.. i've only got another 3 hours of sleep before i have to wake up again >__<
Sunday, November 21, 2004
and so it has finally come to the point where i'm in need to release some bloggage baggage.
first off, penang was great. a nice and different environment/atmosphere.. away from all the work and other related crap. drank a lot (but no enuf to get drunk) *sheepish look* and did some stuff with my relatives which i could say for the first time i enjoyed doing with them.
also i managed to get some items for my cosplay costume ^__^ the wonders of penang! hehe.. though i still have a few more things left on my list to get. esp temporary blonde hair dye!!! *pulls hair out* oh wait, i need it for CF/Cosmas @_@; *glues it back on*
anyone have any ideas or suggestions or know of a dye which i could use and immediately remove it the next day??? *___*
MSG FOR DMJ:
eh, if you're still in s'pore (when you read this msg), can you check for me if they got that kinda dye??? prettypleaseandiwillloveyouforeverandever XD
yesterday was chaotic at irc. totall madness... uber fun madness XDXD we did a lot of 'kicking' and yeah... good times. i'm so blah to wanna really explain so, if you want.. there's the log [ here ] for all to read. a conversation which started from the time i entered at 11.40pm until i went to bed (at 4.50am).
so what was i doing up til 5am this morning?
come, lemme relate a story to you on how a huge mess started which led to me staying up late again last night where 12 hours later i hear even more bad news and have now made that huge mess bigger which then lead me to what i'm doing yes, that be blogging.
my boss is an asshole! somebody shove "thor" into him will ya. i wanna see him suffer even more than he already has, since he fell sick last week. first he gives up a tonne of work, comes back a few hours later and tells us that he has spoken to the clients and now we have to change AGAIN FOR THE NTH TIME ALREADY THIS WEEK because that's how they want it to be. You know, just thinking about this, and thinking of what i've learned during college about good project management, the 'dos' and 'donts' in software development.. i can see all the 'donts' being done and the 'dos' neglected.
my boss (let's call him AH from now on) is not a programmer, definitely not a project manager or even an analyst. he's just someone who owns the company, get's clients/jobs and hands them out and at the end of each month, pay his employees in the most stingy way possible. incase you're wondering, AH is an indian (although i know a few people who assumed he was chinese after hearing what he does because apparently chinese employers are more strict and pushy and i dunno what else lar).
so yeah, he expects us to finish up everything at HIS given deadline, which in most times is impossible. i mean hello, we're fresh graduates here. you want cheap labour, you get slower work done! and speaking of cheap labour, he thinks we're robots sometimes. for e.g. my friend/colleague (let's call her C) has a doctor's appointment on 3 of the working days next week and she need to take at least the morning off. AH gives C her half-day leave and then later tells her, "so those 3 days, make sure you work even longer then".
WHAT THE HELL?!!! she's taking LEAVE for a reason and yet he wants her to leave work later? WHAT'S THE FRICKIN' POINT ON TAKING LEAVE if he wants her to work late????!!! she might as well just come in late and go back late right? and save her the annual leaves she's taking.
and now for the story you've been waiting for. it has been said that one of the trio programmers working at LI is quitting his job by the end of the year, leaving the other two his part, which he has taken months to do and yet not finish, and other parts of his which he hasn't begun yet. according to our psychic, she has forseen an additional gravyard to be taken within the next few weeks. can all this change? or in a worse case scenario, should one of the females from the trio decide to quit as well, that the time of the burial in said graveyard would be sooner than expected? stay tuned for more news!
there's more stuff i wanna say, but yeah it's all basically more whining and unfairness. so copy, edit and paste and that's what you'll get.
first off, penang was great. a nice and different environment/atmosphere.. away from all the work and other related crap. drank a lot (but no enuf to get drunk) *sheepish look* and did some stuff with my relatives which i could say for the first time i enjoyed doing with them.
also i managed to get some items for my cosplay costume ^__^ the wonders of penang! hehe.. though i still have a few more things left on my list to get. esp temporary blonde hair dye!!! *pulls hair out* oh wait, i need it for CF/Cosmas @_@; *glues it back on*
anyone have any ideas or suggestions or know of a dye which i could use and immediately remove it the next day??? *___*
MSG FOR DMJ:
eh, if you're still in s'pore (when you read this msg), can you check for me if they got that kinda dye??? prettypleaseandiwillloveyouforeverandever XD
yesterday was chaotic at irc. totall madness... uber fun madness XDXD we did a lot of 'kicking' and yeah... good times. i'm so blah to wanna really explain so, if you want.. there's the log [ here ] for all to read. a conversation which started from the time i entered at 11.40pm until i went to bed (at 4.50am).
so what was i doing up til 5am this morning?
come, lemme relate a story to you on how a huge mess started which led to me staying up late again last night where 12 hours later i hear even more bad news and have now made that huge mess bigger which then lead me to what i'm doing yes, that be blogging.
my boss is an asshole! somebody shove "thor" into him will ya. i wanna see him suffer even more than he already has, since he fell sick last week. first he gives up a tonne of work, comes back a few hours later and tells us that he has spoken to the clients and now we have to change AGAIN FOR THE NTH TIME ALREADY THIS WEEK because that's how they want it to be. You know, just thinking about this, and thinking of what i've learned during college about good project management, the 'dos' and 'donts' in software development.. i can see all the 'donts' being done and the 'dos' neglected.
my boss (let's call him AH from now on) is not a programmer, definitely not a project manager or even an analyst. he's just someone who owns the company, get's clients/jobs and hands them out and at the end of each month, pay his employees in the most stingy way possible. incase you're wondering, AH is an indian (although i know a few people who assumed he was chinese after hearing what he does because apparently chinese employers are more strict and pushy and i dunno what else lar).
so yeah, he expects us to finish up everything at HIS given deadline, which in most times is impossible. i mean hello, we're fresh graduates here. you want cheap labour, you get slower work done! and speaking of cheap labour, he thinks we're robots sometimes. for e.g. my friend/colleague (let's call her C) has a doctor's appointment on 3 of the working days next week and she need to take at least the morning off. AH gives C her half-day leave and then later tells her, "so those 3 days, make sure you work even longer then".
WHAT THE HELL?!!! she's taking LEAVE for a reason and yet he wants her to leave work later? WHAT'S THE FRICKIN' POINT ON TAKING LEAVE if he wants her to work late????!!! she might as well just come in late and go back late right? and save her the annual leaves she's taking.
and now for the story you've been waiting for. it has been said that one of the trio programmers working at LI is quitting his job by the end of the year, leaving the other two his part, which he has taken months to do and yet not finish, and other parts of his which he hasn't begun yet. according to our psychic, she has forseen an additional gravyard to be taken within the next few weeks. can all this change? or in a worse case scenario, should one of the females from the trio decide to quit as well, that the time of the burial in said graveyard would be sooner than expected? stay tuned for more news!
there's more stuff i wanna say, but yeah it's all basically more whining and unfairness. so copy, edit and paste and that's what you'll get.
Saturday, November 20, 2004
Friday, November 12, 2004
first off, happy diwali/deepavali to all of you celebrating~
the day was all fine until some old man i've not met for years, who i barely speak 2 sentences at a time, insulted me. -__-
crappy day (end basically) & work life aside, i'm off to penang!! as far away i can be (at possible present time) from work, computers and the likes of seeing my boss!
HAH! I HATE J00 HAX0RRZN00BLET!!111
so yeah.... even though i'm not /so/ looking forward to the trip, it beats.. well.. bah... something to take my mind off things.
and so i'm off to read a book, by the beach, 'sea breeze' and 'ocean wave sounds' and 'holo-holo' track from 'niea_7' playing in the background. now, if only i can find a hammock ^^
the day was all fine until some old man i've not met for years, who i barely speak 2 sentences at a time, insulted me. -__-
crappy day (end basically) & work life aside, i'm off to penang!! as far away i can be (at possible present time) from work, computers and the likes of seeing my boss!
HAH! I HATE J00 HAX0RRZN00BLET!!111
so yeah.... even though i'm not /so/ looking forward to the trip, it beats.. well.. bah... something to take my mind off things.
and so i'm off to read a book, by the beach, 'sea breeze' and 'ocean wave sounds' and 'holo-holo' track from 'niea_7' playing in the background. now, if only i can find a hammock ^^
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
whoohooo~~!! it's tuesday!!!
so, it being tuesday, begining of the month... what does that mean? hmm.. hmm. hm..... *ponders* oh right! it's the deadline of the beta 1 version of the project... yippeee!!! ^____^ so basically we would have met all the required modules be done by today, yada yada... but wait!
*dun dun dun*
they've extended the deadline to thursday~~!!! whoohooo~~~ even more time... TO BE GIVEN EXTRA WORK TO BE FINISHED ON TOP OF WHAT WE ALREADY HAVE, THAT IS!!! -____________-
damn Swiss... ¬__¬
so, it being tuesday, begining of the month... what does that mean? hmm.. hmm. hm..... *ponders* oh right! it's the deadline of the beta 1 version of the project... yippeee!!! ^____^ so basically we would have met all the required modules be done by today, yada yada... but wait!
*dun dun dun*
they've extended the deadline to thursday~~!!! whoohooo~~~ even more time... TO BE GIVEN EXTRA WORK TO BE FINISHED ON TOP OF WHAT WE ALREADY HAVE, THAT IS!!! -____________-
damn Swiss... ¬__¬
sims name: labrynth
comfort level: -2
rest level: -1
fun level: 1
hygiene level: 4
blader level: 9
augh... i've only had 3 hours of 'rest' and not really sleep in the last 48 hours. question of the moment: will i last til the end of work tmr with the amount of work still left if i should not go to sleep now?
after reading the news about how some of the japanese earth-quake victims died from economy-class syndrome, i'm hoping i don't have the same problem. i mean, 2 days.. i've been infront of the pc... sitting... i'm not sure if i moved around much, but damn my butt hurts already and so do parts of my legs and back -_-
maybe i should just make a list of things left, look at how little there is actually left compared to when i started the list on sunday and be motivated a little :p
things left to do:
1. maintain tree state (haven't found a solution yet ^^;)
2. ordering of content scheduled (have many many parts to change - still needs figuring out)
3. change icons in all jsp files with trees (have many many files to change)
4. check if ticker is done (kacang putih)
5. check if tv-scheduling is done (should be ok.... i hope ^^;;)
6. OMG DELETE!!!!!! *dies* (just remembered this x_x)
bah... i'm going to sleep......
comfort level: -2
rest level: -1
fun level: 1
hygiene level: 4
blader level: 9
augh... i've only had 3 hours of 'rest' and not really sleep in the last 48 hours. question of the moment: will i last til the end of work tmr with the amount of work still left if i should not go to sleep now?
after reading the news about how some of the japanese earth-quake victims died from economy-class syndrome, i'm hoping i don't have the same problem. i mean, 2 days.. i've been infront of the pc... sitting... i'm not sure if i moved around much, but damn my butt hurts already and so do parts of my legs and back -_-
maybe i should just make a list of things left, look at how little there is actually left compared to when i started the list on sunday and be motivated a little :p
things left to do:
1. maintain tree state (haven't found a solution yet ^^;)
2. ordering of content scheduled (have many many parts to change - still needs figuring out)
3. change icons in all jsp files with trees (have many many files to change)
4. check if ticker is done (kacang putih)
5. check if tv-scheduling is done (should be ok.... i hope ^^;;)
6. OMG DELETE!!!!!! *dies* (just remembered this x_x)
bah... i'm going to sleep......
Monday, November 01, 2004
Sunday, October 31, 2004
[ halloween ]
boys and girls of every age
won't you like to see something strange?
come with us and will see
this our town of halloween
this is halloween!
this is halloween!
pumpkins scream in the dead of night
this is halloween!
everybody make a scene!
trick or treat till the neighbors come and die of fright
tts our town, everybody scream, in this town of halloweeen....
even though halloween doesn't really make a difference in our lives here in this country, but some songs have awsome lyrics :þ go watch 'the nightmare before christmas' if you haven't already!! XD
[quote] in other news [/quote], 2 more days till freedom! well.. sort of lar. no more sleep from now til tuesday. man, i've got the disease again. procrastination it is! i wasted yesterday doing almost nothing significant to work.. >.>
monday is suppose to be a holiday for selangor, which includes my office, but NOOOoooooo... we still have to go to work. well, there's a good thing lar in the end. we'll get a replacement day, and at least during THAT off day, we won't have to worry about doing work :p
in other other news, i've added s'more people to my uninvited guest list *points at left column*. i thought of adding that when i finally have to time to re-do my layout.. but.. 'some people' *coughMAXcough* demanded i updated my list (joking :p).
so that's it from me. good luck to those of you sitting for exams, spm, stpm, college, uni, finishing up doujin work, assignments, etc etc etc... we're all in the same boat! let's go for a cruise! ^_^
boys and girls of every age
won't you like to see something strange?
come with us and will see
this our town of halloween
this is halloween!
this is halloween!
pumpkins scream in the dead of night
this is halloween!
everybody make a scene!
trick or treat till the neighbors come and die of fright
tts our town, everybody scream, in this town of halloweeen....
even though halloween doesn't really make a difference in our lives here in this country, but some songs have awsome lyrics :þ go watch 'the nightmare before christmas' if you haven't already!! XD
[quote] in other news [/quote], 2 more days till freedom! well.. sort of lar. no more sleep from now til tuesday. man, i've got the disease again. procrastination it is! i wasted yesterday doing almost nothing significant to work.. >.>
monday is suppose to be a holiday for selangor, which includes my office, but NOOOoooooo... we still have to go to work. well, there's a good thing lar in the end. we'll get a replacement day, and at least during THAT off day, we won't have to worry about doing work :p
in other other news, i've added s'more people to my uninvited guest list *points at left column*. i thought of adding that when i finally have to time to re-do my layout.. but.. 'some people' *coughMAXcough* demanded i updated my list (joking :p).
so that's it from me. good luck to those of you sitting for exams, spm, stpm, college, uni, finishing up doujin work, assignments, etc etc etc... we're all in the same boat! let's go for a cruise! ^_^
Thursday, October 21, 2004
*adds another day to all-nighter-ness*
this is becoming a bad habit.... >_>
i can't wait til the end of the month. that's when we're suppose to be releasing our Beta 1 version of the software to the clients.. and with pathetic looking faces we (3 of us to be exact) had on monday, our boss told us that we can take a break after the release :p
finally some motivation after weeks of 'on-the-verge-of-quitting' moments. and to top it off, my boss forwarded us an email sent by the client to him. see.. reason why they were rushing us was because they had a competitor.. they want their 'customer-to-be' to choose their services of course so, in order to do that, our client needed to show something. so in the email we read.. that guy said he saw the competitor's 'state-of-the-art' software and he said, "I was bored.... we are much better!".
motivation indeed XDXD
this is becoming a bad habit.... >_>
i can't wait til the end of the month. that's when we're suppose to be releasing our Beta 1 version of the software to the clients.. and with pathetic looking faces we (3 of us to be exact) had on monday, our boss told us that we can take a break after the release :p
finally some motivation after weeks of 'on-the-verge-of-quitting' moments. and to top it off, my boss forwarded us an email sent by the client to him. see.. reason why they were rushing us was because they had a competitor.. they want their 'customer-to-be' to choose their services of course so, in order to do that, our client needed to show something. so in the email we read.. that guy said he saw the competitor's 'state-of-the-art' software and he said, "I was bored.... we are much better!".
motivation indeed XDXD
Sunday, October 17, 2004
hello... yes i'm still alive... lol
just.... too busy with work *sighs*
i've finally watched GITS SAC ^___^ awsome AWSOME show... i was reluctant to watch it because i know how good it'll be and the thought of not having anything to look forward to is sad :p
so now that i've finished the 1st season, i'll keep second season until they finish.. and.. as for the movie innocence.. maybe i'll watch it after i've finally finish the project we're working on at work!
*looks at the time*
O__o egads... gotta do stuffs... it's saturday night, bloody hell!! -_-; oh well, better stay up tonight and sleep on sunday so that i won't be so stoned at work the next day.
before i go.. here's a quizzy~
just.... too busy with work *sighs*
i've finally watched GITS SAC ^___^ awsome AWSOME show... i was reluctant to watch it because i know how good it'll be and the thought of not having anything to look forward to is sad :p
so now that i've finished the 1st season, i'll keep second season until they finish.. and.. as for the movie innocence.. maybe i'll watch it after i've finally finish the project we're working on at work!
*looks at the time*
O__o egads... gotta do stuffs... it's saturday night, bloody hell!! -_-; oh well, better stay up tonight and sleep on sunday so that i won't be so stoned at work the next day.
before i go.. here's a quizzy~
Monday, October 04, 2004
[ in which it has already been 36 hours ]
@____________@
lol... i've been up.. and i'm still up.. LOL! 36 hours it be! ^^;
now that my mouse can't scroll anymore.. (after last night's blasted experience) yesterday night doesn't seem so bad.. eventhough it's a bit wasted since some other colleagues and their 'tidak-apa' attitudes didn't think meeting the deadline was important enough. my friend, who's so sick, she should have taken leave today, did her part n stuff.. and we both left the office at 5.30pm.
haha.. too bad for him.. -_- my excuse, i didn't sleep last night.. hers.. well, it's quite obvious.
and now, my dad has just given me a curfew for today..... OFF THE PC AT 11PM!!!! >_<;; what am i gonna do from 11 til.. i fall asleep @_@
~(^_^~) ~(^_^)~ (~^_^)~ ~(^_^~) ~(^_^)~ (~^_^)~ ~(^_^~) ~(^_^)~ (~^_^)~
oi nasi goreng~ oi bubur kacang~
@____________@
lol... i've been up.. and i'm still up.. LOL! 36 hours it be! ^^;
now that my mouse can't scroll anymore.. (after last night's blasted experience) yesterday night doesn't seem so bad.. eventhough it's a bit wasted since some other colleagues and their 'tidak-apa' attitudes didn't think meeting the deadline was important enough. my friend, who's so sick, she should have taken leave today, did her part n stuff.. and we both left the office at 5.30pm.
haha.. too bad for him.. -_- my excuse, i didn't sleep last night.. hers.. well, it's quite obvious.
and now, my dad has just given me a curfew for today..... OFF THE PC AT 11PM!!!! >_<;; what am i gonna do from 11 til.. i fall asleep @_@
~(^_^~) ~(^_^)~ (~^_^)~ ~(^_^~) ~(^_^)~ (~^_^)~ ~(^_^~) ~(^_^)~ (~^_^)~
oi nasi goreng~ oi bubur kacang~
Saturday, October 02, 2004
at this very point in time.. i'm tired. not physically but more mentally burnt out. i haven't gone out for weeks, i haven't had the time to relax. all i want to do is lie on my bed, snuggled under my soft blankets and just ponder. and fantasize. and wonder what else could i do besides work.
the last one week has been very taxing. leave the house to work at 8.30am, back home at 7pm. except for yesterday of course. i came home at 9.30pm. just thinking about it makes me wanna collapse onto my bed and sleep.
there's still alot left to be done. which gives me another reason why i shouldn't be blogging here at the moment. also explains why i rarely update these days. by the time i use the pc to check stuff, barely catch up with people and what's being going on recently, it's time for me to go off.
went to meet up with my friend at 10 this morning. no, not to "lepak" or any of that sort, but to do work. in some ways it's good that we're both working in the same company. so, since our "clients" from switzerland want to demo the "beta-version" (so we're calling it at the moment) of the application on monday, that gives us at least until 1pm on monday to finish everything.
gah! well.. before i go back to more programming.... and... more..... IF ELSE STATEMENTS... (there's already 200 lines of that at the moment and i'm not done yet) >_< ..here's a little quiz.
the last one week has been very taxing. leave the house to work at 8.30am, back home at 7pm. except for yesterday of course. i came home at 9.30pm. just thinking about it makes me wanna collapse onto my bed and sleep.
there's still alot left to be done. which gives me another reason why i shouldn't be blogging here at the moment. also explains why i rarely update these days. by the time i use the pc to check stuff, barely catch up with people and what's being going on recently, it's time for me to go off.
went to meet up with my friend at 10 this morning. no, not to "lepak" or any of that sort, but to do work. in some ways it's good that we're both working in the same company. so, since our "clients" from switzerland want to demo the "beta-version" (so we're calling it at the moment) of the application on monday, that gives us at least until 1pm on monday to finish everything.
gah! well.. before i go back to more programming.... and... more..... IF ELSE STATEMENTS... (there's already 200 lines of that at the moment and i'm not done yet) >_< ..here's a little quiz.
You Are "Dizzy and Giddy" |
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Thursday, September 23, 2004
mememememememememememe~~
*rolls about*
(._. ) ( .-.) (._. ) ( .-.) (._. ) ( .-.) (._. ) ( .-.)~~~~
it's time for a MEME!
My Life: The Soundtrack
Opening credits
+ Alanis Morissette - Uninvited
Waking up
+ Sting - Brand new Day
Average day
+ NieA Under 7 - Holo Holo
First date
+ Klaus Badelt - He's a Pirate (POTC OST)
(something that gives ya a boost of energy! :))
Falling in love
+ Joan Osbourne - At Last
Love scene
+ Robi Rosa - Dancing in the Rain
Fight scene
+ Mortal Kombat Theme (yeah yeah... kinda lame :p)
Breaking up
+ Incubus - Just A Phase
Getting back together
+ Barenaked Ladies - One Week
Secret love
+ Josh Groban - Per Te
Life's okay
+ O-ZONE - Dragostea Din Tei
Mental breakdown
+ The Mars Volta - Inertiatic Esp
+ Rhapsody - Emerald Sword
(chose 2 because they're equally suitable)
Driving
+ Audioslave - Cochise
Learning a lesson
+ Tori Amos - Crucify
Deep thought
+ Gensomaden Saiyuki - OVA Theme (Piano Version)
Flashback
+ The Beatles - Yesterday
(simply because old songs remind you of... yesterday)
Partying
+ The Dandy Warhols - Bohemian Like You
Happy dance
+ Michael Buble - Moondance
Regreting
+ Red Hot Chili Peppers - Under the Bridge
Long night alone
+ Gilbert O'Sullivan - Alone Again (Naturally)
Death scene
+ David Gray - The Other Side
Closing credits
+ Ghost in the Shell - Reincarnation III
there are many more songs.. i'm sure i would have picked a more suitable one but i can't remember them at the moment. well then, that sure did take up a lot of time... ^^;
*rolls about*
(._. ) ( .-.) (._. ) ( .-.) (._. ) ( .-.) (._. ) ( .-.)~~~~
it's time for a MEME!
My Life: The Soundtrack
Opening credits
+ Alanis Morissette - Uninvited
Waking up
+ Sting - Brand new Day
Average day
+ NieA Under 7 - Holo Holo
First date
+ Klaus Badelt - He's a Pirate (POTC OST)
(something that gives ya a boost of energy! :))
Falling in love
+ Joan Osbourne - At Last
Love scene
+ Robi Rosa - Dancing in the Rain
Fight scene
+ Mortal Kombat Theme (yeah yeah... kinda lame :p)
Breaking up
+ Incubus - Just A Phase
Getting back together
+ Barenaked Ladies - One Week
Secret love
+ Josh Groban - Per Te
Life's okay
+ O-ZONE - Dragostea Din Tei
Mental breakdown
+ The Mars Volta - Inertiatic Esp
+ Rhapsody - Emerald Sword
(chose 2 because they're equally suitable)
Driving
+ Audioslave - Cochise
Learning a lesson
+ Tori Amos - Crucify
Deep thought
+ Gensomaden Saiyuki - OVA Theme (Piano Version)
Flashback
+ The Beatles - Yesterday
(simply because old songs remind you of... yesterday)
Partying
+ The Dandy Warhols - Bohemian Like You
Happy dance
+ Michael Buble - Moondance
Regreting
+ Red Hot Chili Peppers - Under the Bridge
Long night alone
+ Gilbert O'Sullivan - Alone Again (Naturally)
Death scene
+ David Gray - The Other Side
Closing credits
+ Ghost in the Shell - Reincarnation III
there are many more songs.. i'm sure i would have picked a more suitable one but i can't remember them at the moment. well then, that sure did take up a lot of time... ^^;
Thursday, September 16, 2004
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
another sign to show that some people are ignorant about the people in IT or computers or hardware or.... etc.
i have an account with experts exchange. and in order to ask questions, you gotta give out points. you post your question, people answer them and if your question is the most accurate, you get "expert" points.
so i answered a question today over there.. and got some points. it's not a big deal.. just that the guy after me refered to me as "He's right...".
lmao.
and the point of that was.... i got nothing else to blog about. so quit bugging me about my deserted journal.. hehe :p
i have an account with experts exchange. and in order to ask questions, you gotta give out points. you post your question, people answer them and if your question is the most accurate, you get "expert" points.
so i answered a question today over there.. and got some points. it's not a big deal.. just that the guy after me refered to me as "He's right...".
lmao.
and the point of that was.... i got nothing else to blog about. so quit bugging me about my deserted journal.. hehe :p
Saturday, September 11, 2004
the internet is for porn~
the internet is for porn~
me up all night honking me horn to porn, porn, porn!
bwahahaa XD
the internet is for porn~
me up all night honking me horn to porn, porn, porn!
bwahahaa XD
Tuesday, September 07, 2004
you know what makes me angry.. well not really THAT angry but still?
it's when you have tonnes of people put a rose in their nick (on msn)to show some compasion towards the russian victims, and then you have one [insertnounhere] who put in their nick which says "i don't see how a rose would save those ppl. so yeah."
if you don't care, just leave it as it is. and it's not about saving "those ppl", it's a way to show that we are trying to... get together as one with one main objective to show that we cared and that we mourn for their loss.
it's when you have tonnes of people put a rose in their nick (on msn)to show some compasion towards the russian victims, and then you have one [insertnounhere] who put in their nick which says "i don't see how a rose would save those ppl. so yeah."
if you don't care, just leave it as it is. and it's not about saving "those ppl", it's a way to show that we are trying to... get together as one with one main objective to show that we cared and that we mourn for their loss.
Sunday, September 05, 2004
some people *ahem* were complaining my blog posts have been very short of recent. well.. here we go.
i was reading gan's latest entry and he'd mentioned about irc logs. so i decided to read thru some of our channel's old logs. man, funny stuffs. just TOO many funny stuffs in there. i've been in on a rock mood the last couple of days, so i've decided to enlightened some of you on why gremlins singing heavy metal is certainly possible.
* labrynth bounces to: Prelusion To Cythraul (Including ...And Shineth Unto The Cold Cometh) - Absu
Gan^Chika the intro is guitar, then some sounds of thunder
labrynth not bad... XD
labrynth it's like Fade To Black
Gan^Chika when you hear the distorted guitar enter then you know the madness has begun
SetsunaKurosu DINOSAUR MENYANYI~~~~~~~~~~~
Gan^Chika sets this is not dinosaur
labrynth lol
SetsunaKurosu owh.
labrynth dinosaur?
Gan^Chika this another class of vocals..dunno how to classify
SetsunaKurosu takper. dinosaur jugak music gangan
Gan^Chika dinosaur vox = those deep grim growls
labrynth HAHAHAAHHAH OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Gan^Chika lab>omg what?
labrynth It's like Chipmunks trying to sing Metal XD
Gan^Chika he started singing I bet
Gan^Chika HAH
Gan^Chika I dont deny it
Gan^Chika XP
SetsunaKurosu CHIPMUNK!
labrynth you listen to this.. omg.. -_-;;
labrynth ROMLFMAO!!!!!!!!!!
Gan^Chika eh the music is nice.....the vocals are......secondary XD
labrynth omg.. even that i can typo
Gan^Chika hhahahaha
Gan^Chika whatever you do, just listen to the end, and hear him scream
Gan^Chika after that you wanna delete or whatever up to you XD
labrynth actually gan...
Gan^Chika yes lab?
labrynth they remind me of GREMLINS singing METAL! XD
Gan^Chika HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA
labrynth jackpot aye! XD
Gan^Chika omg the scream
Gan^Chika LOL
labrynth phew.. that's over
Gan^Chika hehehehehee
Gan^Chika so you imagine me screaming along with him
labrynth erm... perhaps XD
Gan^Chika mental note to self: No more Absu for Lab
even up to today as i prepare myself to seriously listen to that song, i can't help but burst out laughing at the song when the vocals begin XD
in other news~ work is... work and i ain't doing much work but i guess i've done enuf so far so there. i'm too blah to bother to do some more stuffs -_-; i suddenly feel like swimming @_@;;
@}~~,~~ a rose for the russian hostages... -__-
i was reading gan's latest entry and he'd mentioned about irc logs. so i decided to read thru some of our channel's old logs. man, funny stuffs. just TOO many funny stuffs in there. i've been in on a rock mood the last couple of days, so i've decided to enlightened some of you on why gremlins singing heavy metal is certainly possible.
* labrynth bounces to: Prelusion To Cythraul (Including ...And Shineth Unto The Cold Cometh) - Absu
Gan^Chika the intro is guitar, then some sounds of thunder
labrynth not bad... XD
labrynth it's like Fade To Black
Gan^Chika when you hear the distorted guitar enter then you know the madness has begun
SetsunaKurosu DINOSAUR MENYANYI~~~~~~~~~~~
Gan^Chika sets this is not dinosaur
labrynth lol
SetsunaKurosu owh.
labrynth dinosaur?
Gan^Chika this another class of vocals..dunno how to classify
SetsunaKurosu takper. dinosaur jugak music gangan
Gan^Chika dinosaur vox = those deep grim growls
labrynth HAHAHAAHHAH OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Gan^Chika lab>omg what?
labrynth It's like Chipmunks trying to sing Metal XD
Gan^Chika he started singing I bet
Gan^Chika HAH
Gan^Chika I dont deny it
Gan^Chika XP
SetsunaKurosu CHIPMUNK!
labrynth you listen to this.. omg.. -_-;;
labrynth ROMLFMAO!!!!!!!!!!
Gan^Chika eh the music is nice.....the vocals are......secondary XD
labrynth omg.. even that i can typo
Gan^Chika hhahahaha
Gan^Chika whatever you do, just listen to the end, and hear him scream
Gan^Chika after that you wanna delete or whatever up to you XD
labrynth actually gan...
Gan^Chika yes lab?
labrynth they remind me of GREMLINS singing METAL! XD
Gan^Chika HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA
labrynth jackpot aye! XD
Gan^Chika omg the scream
Gan^Chika LOL
labrynth phew.. that's over
Gan^Chika hehehehehee
Gan^Chika so you imagine me screaming along with him
labrynth erm... perhaps XD
Gan^Chika mental note to self: No more Absu for Lab
even up to today as i prepare myself to seriously listen to that song, i can't help but burst out laughing at the song when the vocals begin XD
in other news~ work is... work and i ain't doing much work but i guess i've done enuf so far so there. i'm too blah to bother to do some more stuffs -_-; i suddenly feel like swimming @_@;;
@}~~,~~ a rose for the russian hostages... -__-
Tuesday, August 31, 2004
new johnny depp movie!!! wheee~~ watch the trailer here: Finding Neverland
oh yes and happy national day all~
oh yes and happy national day all~
Monday, August 30, 2004
mai a hi~
mai a hu~
mai a ho~
mai a ha ha~
alo~ salut~ ....etc.
i've put this song on repeat... @_@ but it's the only thing keeping me sane at work x_x
veysta blaysta lumaluma yay~ lumaluma yay~ lumalumaluma yay~ something, something dragotae di tei~ lalalulalulalei~
(duh, i dunno the spelling... just singing what i hear XD)
mai a hu~
mai a ho~
mai a ha ha~
alo~ salut~ ....etc.
i've put this song on repeat... @_@ but it's the only thing keeping me sane at work x_x
veysta blaysta lumaluma yay~ lumaluma yay~ lumalumaluma yay~ something, something dragotae di tei~ lalalulalulalei~
(duh, i dunno the spelling... just singing what i hear XD)
Saturday, August 28, 2004
did a "relationship quiz". can't really say this is true since some of the questions i can't answer for (no experience duh).
eXpressive: 8/10
Practical: 3/10
Physical: 4/10
Giver: 5/10
You are a XSIT--Expressive Sentimental Intellectual Taker. This makes you a Hellcat.
Yowza, you are fiery to be with. You're dynamic and volatile and a living roller coaster. You're also very attractive and immaculately groomed, so your target sex gets drawn in like a moth. You love the attention and never get tired of it. At a party you command attention, but you're a lightweight with alcohol and if you drink too much there can be trouble.
Like an XSYT, you tend to over-analyze things, so the slightest comment or action from your significant other can send you into a tailspin. Conflict with you can be either very productive or very dangerous. You are incapable of lying -- you have no guile -- and if your partner can't handle the truth, that's his/her problem, not yours. You are explosive when you're upset, but when the smoke clears you are right back on track with no ill will.
This is a highly effective way to resolve issues and keep them from brewing, but this can stun and hurt a partner with a more laid-back approach. You aren't angry later, but s/he might be. Make sure when you've gotten your satisfaction that your partner is satisfied as well!
You would never cheat. But combine your hot-blooded style with the fact that your partner is *attracted* to that style, and you've got a recipe for being cheated on. If you pair up with an X_YG (and that's not unlikely) you may get caught in his/her cycle of cheating. Make sure your partner feels appreciated and loved to balance out the fire of your approach to conflict.
If you're female, you're kind of like Evita or Teresa Heinz Kerry. I can't think of any famous men like this.
Of the 17488 people who have taken this quiz, 6.4 % are this type.
....^_^;;;
eXpressive: 8/10
Practical: 3/10
Physical: 4/10
Giver: 5/10
You are a XSIT--Expressive Sentimental Intellectual Taker. This makes you a Hellcat.
Yowza, you are fiery to be with. You're dynamic and volatile and a living roller coaster. You're also very attractive and immaculately groomed, so your target sex gets drawn in like a moth. You love the attention and never get tired of it. At a party you command attention, but you're a lightweight with alcohol and if you drink too much there can be trouble.
Like an XSYT, you tend to over-analyze things, so the slightest comment or action from your significant other can send you into a tailspin. Conflict with you can be either very productive or very dangerous. You are incapable of lying -- you have no guile -- and if your partner can't handle the truth, that's his/her problem, not yours. You are explosive when you're upset, but when the smoke clears you are right back on track with no ill will.
This is a highly effective way to resolve issues and keep them from brewing, but this can stun and hurt a partner with a more laid-back approach. You aren't angry later, but s/he might be. Make sure when you've gotten your satisfaction that your partner is satisfied as well!
You would never cheat. But combine your hot-blooded style with the fact that your partner is *attracted* to that style, and you've got a recipe for being cheated on. If you pair up with an X_YG (and that's not unlikely) you may get caught in his/her cycle of cheating. Make sure your partner feels appreciated and loved to balance out the fire of your approach to conflict.
If you're female, you're kind of like Evita or Teresa Heinz Kerry. I can't think of any famous men like this.
Of the 17488 people who have taken this quiz, 6.4 % are this type.
....^_^;;;
Thursday, August 26, 2004
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
Warner's Tryst With Bloggers Hits Sour Note by The New York Times
hah! another reason why i shall not upload anymore mp3s for anyone in my blog ^^
hah! another reason why i shall not upload anymore mp3s for anyone in my blog ^^
[ yet another year has passed ]
looking back, all i see is.... nothing great... but i /have/ accomplished a few things. like graduated for one, got my first permanent job, tried out for a scholarship (which i'll explain more later), and probably a few others things which i can't remember (it's all mostly in this blog anyways).
so yesterday, first i get an e-card from my friend who thought he'd passed my birthday. haha, he actually sent it just a couple of hours before so.. not bad. then once again my good friend wishes me at midnight (australian time) and later at midnight (malaysian time) i get a call from her. thanks dahling ;)
i got 3 smses before i went to sleep and 1 just before i woke up. haha, enervate-chan always up so early in the morning ^^;; and a couple more during work along with some phone calls (1 person who called me up, never usually calls me up, didn't know it was my birthday.. haha, quite funny that one and he still doesn't know ^^;;). none of my workmates knew either. i only converse mostly with 1 and that also i just came to the company n all... at this point in our office relationship (professional of course) nobody is into the birthday things yet. all still formal a bit with each other.
left the office around 5:45pm, got stuck in a jam for a while, home by 6.30pm and as i walk in.. my dad (who'd also just returneth from work) tells me i got a letter. letter from the japan embassy. what's so ironic is.. as part of the application, it was an advantage to have a 'letter of acceptance' from a particular uni in japan to higher your chances of getting the scholarship. need a professor to guide you n stuff. so i'd emailed tokyo technology uni's international students department regarding it and surprised by their efficiency, i got a reply today from them telling me that i'd emailed the wrong people and needed to look for a professor (link provided by them) and a few more details about how to go about it. so i check the site during work for a suitable professor incharge of my field of "expertise" and found one.
wanted to come home and tell my dad the exciting news and draft and email tonight to be sent to that professor. so the ironic part is the fact that i get a letter from the japan embassy today as well. wanna know what else is ironic? i knew it would be today because the first test was on my mom's birthday, the interview on my brother's birthday.. and of course the next news from them would be on mine. i open the letter and guess what?! i didn't get it.
yeap, sad but... when i went for the interview that day, i'd met some people who'd attempted to get the scholarship a couple of times already. it's like doing your grade 8 piano exam and it's ok to fail it because it's not that easy and esp when you teacher doesn't have much faith in you since you're not that good a piano player but by a miracle of 1 mark you passed anyway. yep, something like that but in this case i was 1 mark short. just so happened today while surfing for the professor's details, i was also looking at the other japan scholarships offered here. 1 needed 3-5 years of work experience, and another i'm not so sure about it. might have to go to their office or something to get a application.
so in the time being, i'm lucky to have taken the job i have now, so i must work hard to do a good job at that :)
some birthday it turned out to be eh? well, i wasn't expecting much. especially in the "friends remembering department" because year after year it never fails to surprise me how many people actually remembers. sometimes you wonder whether should you not bother about it or, why do "I" even bother about others or... yeah well.. things. little things which make me hate birthdays. it has not been a birthday i've liked in 5 years so what's another to add to the list? should just keep what i did have/get closest to me. cherish those moments and perhaps it won't look so bad afterall.
looking back, all i see is.... nothing great... but i /have/ accomplished a few things. like graduated for one, got my first permanent job, tried out for a scholarship (which i'll explain more later), and probably a few others things which i can't remember (it's all mostly in this blog anyways).
so yesterday, first i get an e-card from my friend who thought he'd passed my birthday. haha, he actually sent it just a couple of hours before so.. not bad. then once again my good friend wishes me at midnight (australian time) and later at midnight (malaysian time) i get a call from her. thanks dahling ;)
i got 3 smses before i went to sleep and 1 just before i woke up. haha, enervate-chan always up so early in the morning ^^;; and a couple more during work along with some phone calls (1 person who called me up, never usually calls me up, didn't know it was my birthday.. haha, quite funny that one and he still doesn't know ^^;;). none of my workmates knew either. i only converse mostly with 1 and that also i just came to the company n all... at this point in our office relationship (professional of course) nobody is into the birthday things yet. all still formal a bit with each other.
left the office around 5:45pm, got stuck in a jam for a while, home by 6.30pm and as i walk in.. my dad (who'd also just returneth from work) tells me i got a letter. letter from the japan embassy. what's so ironic is.. as part of the application, it was an advantage to have a 'letter of acceptance' from a particular uni in japan to higher your chances of getting the scholarship. need a professor to guide you n stuff. so i'd emailed tokyo technology uni's international students department regarding it and surprised by their efficiency, i got a reply today from them telling me that i'd emailed the wrong people and needed to look for a professor (link provided by them) and a few more details about how to go about it. so i check the site during work for a suitable professor incharge of my field of "expertise" and found one.
wanted to come home and tell my dad the exciting news and draft and email tonight to be sent to that professor. so the ironic part is the fact that i get a letter from the japan embassy today as well. wanna know what else is ironic? i knew it would be today because the first test was on my mom's birthday, the interview on my brother's birthday.. and of course the next news from them would be on mine. i open the letter and guess what?! i didn't get it.
yeap, sad but... when i went for the interview that day, i'd met some people who'd attempted to get the scholarship a couple of times already. it's like doing your grade 8 piano exam and it's ok to fail it because it's not that easy and esp when you teacher doesn't have much faith in you since you're not that good a piano player but by a miracle of 1 mark you passed anyway. yep, something like that but in this case i was 1 mark short. just so happened today while surfing for the professor's details, i was also looking at the other japan scholarships offered here. 1 needed 3-5 years of work experience, and another i'm not so sure about it. might have to go to their office or something to get a application.
so in the time being, i'm lucky to have taken the job i have now, so i must work hard to do a good job at that :)
some birthday it turned out to be eh? well, i wasn't expecting much. especially in the "friends remembering department" because year after year it never fails to surprise me how many people actually remembers. sometimes you wonder whether should you not bother about it or, why do "I" even bother about others or... yeah well.. things. little things which make me hate birthdays. it has not been a birthday i've liked in 5 years so what's another to add to the list? should just keep what i did have/get closest to me. cherish those moments and perhaps it won't look so bad afterall.
Thursday, August 12, 2004
cricketting... bug-like-sounds... continously buzzing, loud-soft-loud-soft... i feel like as though i'm in a jungle. but how i would be able to blog if i'm in a jungle? unless of course the jungle is equiped with wifi or my laptop has an uber network transmitter...
but instead i'm at work, listening to the irritating sounds of the servers. it's like some high pitched buzzing sound going on and on the whole day. argh ><
in other news, i'm bored. i haven't been doing much "work". i came in late today... 9.20am like that and guess what! i was still the earliest ^^; mostly today i'm just making the design part nicer, since i'm waiting for my colleague to finish with his part. we're suppose to finish this whole module by monday. seems so far away, but actually we only got 1 more day (not including the weekend).
am most likely gonna watch 'cat woman' on friday. a bit of a rush me thinks since it's a 6.40pm show. well, knowing gsc, they'll have their usual 20 minutes of advertisements before the movie actually begins anyways. and then on saturday, might go for 'the village'. all depending on my cousin when he calls me tonight. movie mania~ ^_^ (only reason why i can get tickets is because i booked them earlier this morning. haha!! i pwn j00 n00blets)
ah and good news in the yaoi-manga department. my friend told me about a website that has scanlated 4 volumes of sakende (unlike sakura-crisis). so excited! first thing i'm gonna download when i go home.
~(^_^~) (~^_^)~
but instead i'm at work, listening to the irritating sounds of the servers. it's like some high pitched buzzing sound going on and on the whole day. argh ><
in other news, i'm bored. i haven't been doing much "work". i came in late today... 9.20am like that and guess what! i was still the earliest ^^; mostly today i'm just making the design part nicer, since i'm waiting for my colleague to finish with his part. we're suppose to finish this whole module by monday. seems so far away, but actually we only got 1 more day (not including the weekend).
am most likely gonna watch 'cat woman' on friday. a bit of a rush me thinks since it's a 6.40pm show. well, knowing gsc, they'll have their usual 20 minutes of advertisements before the movie actually begins anyways. and then on saturday, might go for 'the village'. all depending on my cousin when he calls me tonight. movie mania~ ^_^ (only reason why i can get tickets is because i booked them earlier this morning. haha!! i pwn j00 n00blets)
ah and good news in the yaoi-manga department. my friend told me about a website that has scanlated 4 volumes of sakende (unlike sakura-crisis). so excited! first thing i'm gonna download when i go home.
~(^_^~) (~^_^)~
Saturday, August 07, 2004
they say, you shouldn't bring your work back home. in my case, that saying does not apply. if i didn't bring my work back, i'd have to go to office today to do it anyways -_-
after spending hours of reading codes, and trying to understand 'em, i think i understand bits.. and hopefully by tmr i'll be able to finish it @_@;;
in java, there's this one part where they declare some stuff like this: this.blah = blah, and everytime i think or hear "this love" by marroon 5 on the radio, my brain pictures it as this.love XD XD
okay, time for me to get a reality check @_@
after spending hours of reading codes, and trying to understand 'em, i think i understand bits.. and hopefully by tmr i'll be able to finish it @_@;;
in java, there's this one part where they declare some stuff like this: this.blah = blah, and everytime i think or hear "this love" by marroon 5 on the radio, my brain pictures it as this.love XD XD
okay, time for me to get a reality check @_@
Thursday, August 05, 2004
George Lucas expands film empire
by Reuters | Latest Financial News / Full News Coverage
hmm... could be a good thing.
in other news, streamyx is down in my area ^^; and why aren't i screaming and whining about it? why do seem so nonchalant? i have internet at work :) mwahahaha!
by Reuters | Latest Financial News / Full News Coverage
hmm... could be a good thing.
in other news, streamyx is down in my area ^^; and why aren't i screaming and whining about it? why do seem so nonchalant? i have internet at work :) mwahahaha!
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
MDN: Haiku in English
sunny breeze blowing
dry and sticky beads of sweat
iced lemonade
my lame attempt at writing haiku ^^v
sunny breeze blowing
dry and sticky beads of sweat
iced lemonade
my lame attempt at writing haiku ^^v
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
has it been one week already? o.O
well, the interview was alright lar. it coulda gone better. my dad helped me through this. preparing and stuff, and i failed him when i coulda probably scored in the interview. didn't say the stuffs he told me to say -_-. of course, i do feel stupid, but what to do.
anyway, i went to the japan embassy at 1.30pm, filled out some stuffs and correct parts of my application. what do they expect, us to be perfect when we can't understand what they want even after reading it 5 times -_-;; by the time my turn came about, it was already 3.30pm. managed to meet some potential candidates, though they seem more qualified. plus i didn't request for a letter of acceptance from a university in japan. it seems that would make my application easier to get accepted. well, i just need to send a damned email. drafting it using proper words (so that they can understand) and being precise & concise (so that they don't misunderstand) is important.
the weekend was a totally relaxed two days. woke up in sat in time for lunch and spent most of the time on the pc (yet again) and watching tv (from one box to another). and on sunday i finally got to watch king arthur. good show, and i like this version better. at least it makes sense!!
after reading "the davinci code", you start wondering a lot about history. whether what was drilled into our heads in school was true or not. in a way, i'm lucky i'm not catholic (or christian), that way the book doesn't make much of an impact to my beliefs. added to that, i watched about 1/2 hour of "the passion of christ" (need to watch the rest soon or my cousin is gonna take the movie back!!! @_@), another truth-about-history movie. the events that took place, etc. wel, i can't say much about the movie since i haven't finished watching it. if the movie is banned here, then it's a movie you gotta watch!
today is a slow day. can't seem to code or look at my codes or even want to manipulate it so that it work better. however, i am making progress. just that today is so bleh. it started out all bright and sunny. warm as well. and now it's back to being cloudy and a little hazy. sometimes the weather does play a role on how you feel >_<;;
gotta get back to work :p
well, the interview was alright lar. it coulda gone better. my dad helped me through this. preparing and stuff, and i failed him when i coulda probably scored in the interview. didn't say the stuffs he told me to say -_-. of course, i do feel stupid, but what to do.
anyway, i went to the japan embassy at 1.30pm, filled out some stuffs and correct parts of my application. what do they expect, us to be perfect when we can't understand what they want even after reading it 5 times -_-;; by the time my turn came about, it was already 3.30pm. managed to meet some potential candidates, though they seem more qualified. plus i didn't request for a letter of acceptance from a university in japan. it seems that would make my application easier to get accepted. well, i just need to send a damned email. drafting it using proper words (so that they can understand) and being precise & concise (so that they don't misunderstand) is important.
the weekend was a totally relaxed two days. woke up in sat in time for lunch and spent most of the time on the pc (yet again) and watching tv (from one box to another). and on sunday i finally got to watch king arthur. good show, and i like this version better. at least it makes sense!!
after reading "the davinci code", you start wondering a lot about history. whether what was drilled into our heads in school was true or not. in a way, i'm lucky i'm not catholic (or christian), that way the book doesn't make much of an impact to my beliefs. added to that, i watched about 1/2 hour of "the passion of christ" (need to watch the rest soon or my cousin is gonna take the movie back!!! @_@), another truth-about-history movie. the events that took place, etc. wel, i can't say much about the movie since i haven't finished watching it. if the movie is banned here, then it's a movie you gotta watch!
today is a slow day. can't seem to code or look at my codes or even want to manipulate it so that it work better. however, i am making progress. just that today is so bleh. it started out all bright and sunny. warm as well. and now it's back to being cloudy and a little hazy. sometimes the weather does play a role on how you feel >_<;;
gotta get back to work :p
Wednesday, July 28, 2004
Monday, July 26, 2004
1 more hour til the end of monday blues. well, my whole weekend has been like a week day i'm not sure if it's even monday blues.
yesterday i went for an interesting talk, really good which was from 9-5pm. that's why it felt like another working day. well anyways, i wanted to blog because i got an email from company B just now and i'm not thru to the next interview. so i don't have to worry about company A and a couple of other things like going ahead with the japan scholarship, etc.
i was on the fence with company B. ah well, it does feel sad because i didn't get it and it's a really well established company. however, this way i can go to japan (if i get thru the interview on wednesday) and work a little longer in company A, which i'm finding very comfortable.
lalala~ can always try again with company B next year ^^
yesterday i went for an interesting talk, really good which was from 9-5pm. that's why it felt like another working day. well anyways, i wanted to blog because i got an email from company B just now and i'm not thru to the next interview. so i don't have to worry about company A and a couple of other things like going ahead with the japan scholarship, etc.
i was on the fence with company B. ah well, it does feel sad because i didn't get it and it's a really well established company. however, this way i can go to japan (if i get thru the interview on wednesday) and work a little longer in company A, which i'm finding very comfortable.
lalala~ can always try again with company B next year ^^
Friday, July 23, 2004
first blog entry at work. hehe! it's kinda weird. there's no one around @_@;; maybe they're late, since it rained this morning hence traffic jams. or maybe they start at a different time on fridays? @_@!!!!!
btw, just thought some of you wanna know, i'm on msn at work so you /can/ msg me once in a while ^^ i think today is actually the first proper work day because we were given a task to research on some stuff for a project.
ok, better post this before anyone comes!! have a good day~
btw, just thought some of you wanna know, i'm on msn at work so you /can/ msg me once in a while ^^ i think today is actually the first proper work day because we were given a task to research on some stuff for a project.
ok, better post this before anyone comes!! have a good day~
Tuesday, July 20, 2004
[ first day at work ]
so, it was probably not the most boring day of my life. luckily i had the "davinci code" with me ( a book everyone seems to be in a craze at the moment ^^). i got in at 9am but met well, i shall give the "supervisor" title since he's the one who interviewed me and hired me. so he came in only at 10am.
very briefly met with this other guy (new comer & fresh graduate as well, but he started in june) and was given the task to.... read. yes, read up on the programming stuffs related to an up-coming project.
of course i didn't spend all 9-5 reading stuffs. there was lunch, and a bit of surfing here and there. daringly i switched on msn (mwahaha) and chatted with gan for a bit. i left the office at 5.30pm and tada, i'm home and on the pc again ^^;
the atmostphere in the office is nice. we listen to the radio the whole day. i think it's piped into all the various offices in the building. and finally, i think i may like the job i have.
on to day #2 (let's see what new stuff i'll be doing)
so, it was probably not the most boring day of my life. luckily i had the "davinci code" with me ( a book everyone seems to be in a craze at the moment ^^). i got in at 9am but met well, i shall give the "supervisor" title since he's the one who interviewed me and hired me. so he came in only at 10am.
very briefly met with this other guy (new comer & fresh graduate as well, but he started in june) and was given the task to.... read. yes, read up on the programming stuffs related to an up-coming project.
of course i didn't spend all 9-5 reading stuffs. there was lunch, and a bit of surfing here and there. daringly i switched on msn (mwahaha) and chatted with gan for a bit. i left the office at 5.30pm and tada, i'm home and on the pc again ^^;
the atmostphere in the office is nice. we listen to the radio the whole day. i think it's piped into all the various offices in the building. and finally, i think i may like the job i have.
on to day #2 (let's see what new stuff i'll be doing)
Monday, July 19, 2004
@_@ just spent the last two hours playing gunbound. heh.
the interview went okay.. me thinks. asked a lot of non-academic questions. actually it was all non-academic actually. some stuffs like personal challenges, changes, blahblahblah... and of course the general topic they chose was sports! why didn't i think of that!! olympics just around the corner, and i could've done some research on that.
the questions were easy lar. like what's the definition of sports (argh i could shoot myself because i didn't really know how to answer that) and the advantages & disadvantages of sports. that one i could bantai lar :)
ok, gotta go do stuffs. ciao!
the interview went okay.. me thinks. asked a lot of non-academic questions. actually it was all non-academic actually. some stuffs like personal challenges, changes, blahblahblah... and of course the general topic they chose was sports! why didn't i think of that!! olympics just around the corner, and i could've done some research on that.
the questions were easy lar. like what's the definition of sports (argh i could shoot myself because i didn't really know how to answer that) and the advantages & disadvantages of sports. that one i could bantai lar :)
ok, gotta go do stuffs. ciao!
[ nervous! ]
it's now 10:45am and.... i'm starting to get nervous. either that or i need to use the loo badly. hehehe :)
managed to get a face-to-face interview with company B, and everything else seems fine with company A. will be joining them tmr. should be interesting. working life and all.
saturday my class batch ("class of '99") had a reunion. it was just 20 of us. most of which i've met every now and then. a couple i haven't seen in years too. not bad lar, though if we'd stayed any longer, it woulda been boring ^^;
okies, i'm off to get ready. am planning to leave the house in 1/2 an hour so need time to get ready. wish me luck! ^^
it's now 10:45am and.... i'm starting to get nervous. either that or i need to use the loo badly. hehehe :)
managed to get a face-to-face interview with company B, and everything else seems fine with company A. will be joining them tmr. should be interesting. working life and all.
saturday my class batch ("class of '99") had a reunion. it was just 20 of us. most of which i've met every now and then. a couple i haven't seen in years too. not bad lar, though if we'd stayed any longer, it woulda been boring ^^;
okies, i'm off to get ready. am planning to leave the house in 1/2 an hour so need time to get ready. wish me luck! ^^
Friday, July 16, 2004
[ bumpy winds and smooth roads ]
i've never been so stressed about getting a job before (that's probably because i've never had a proper job before).
first i get a call from company A, they offered me the job and asked me if i could start on monday. before accepting i told them i'd call them back. so i spoke to my parents and they said ok. so i called company A and comfirmed with them that i will start on monday.
few minutes later i get a call from company B. now B is definitely better than A in many aspects but i haven't had an interview with B yet. so B called and asked if i could come in for an interview at 10am on..... MONDAY! so, stupid me went and told them that i just got offered a job and am starting on monday so 10am would be a bit difficult. but the lady on the line said, "but you're interested in joining us right?" i said yes. so she set a PHONE interview at 12pm on monday.
after telling this to my parents, they were all "why did you tell them you got a job?" blahblahblah -______- so i probably just screwed up all my chances with company B and maybe A since now i need to tell them that i can't come in on monday. bullshit some story that i have an exam (the hackers one) on monday and i would also have to take 2 days off the following week (one for the ACTUAL hackers exam and another for the scholarship interview).
everything just had to come tumbling in now lar. i waited for 2 bloody months for something to happen and nothing did ¬___¬
EDIT: managed to call up company A and they gave me one day. so, i start on tuesday instead... but i still need to call company B and tell them that monday is okay already and... dunno what else ^^;;
i've never been so stressed about getting a job before (that's probably because i've never had a proper job before).
first i get a call from company A, they offered me the job and asked me if i could start on monday. before accepting i told them i'd call them back. so i spoke to my parents and they said ok. so i called company A and comfirmed with them that i will start on monday.
few minutes later i get a call from company B. now B is definitely better than A in many aspects but i haven't had an interview with B yet. so B called and asked if i could come in for an interview at 10am on..... MONDAY! so, stupid me went and told them that i just got offered a job and am starting on monday so 10am would be a bit difficult. but the lady on the line said, "but you're interested in joining us right?" i said yes. so she set a PHONE interview at 12pm on monday.
after telling this to my parents, they were all "why did you tell them you got a job?" blahblahblah -______- so i probably just screwed up all my chances with company B and maybe A since now i need to tell them that i can't come in on monday. bullshit some story that i have an exam (the hackers one) on monday and i would also have to take 2 days off the following week (one for the ACTUAL hackers exam and another for the scholarship interview).
everything just had to come tumbling in now lar. i waited for 2 bloody months for something to happen and nothing did ¬___¬
EDIT: managed to call up company A and they gave me one day. so, i start on tuesday instead... but i still need to call company B and tell them that monday is okay already and... dunno what else ^^;;
Monday, July 12, 2004
[ and so the long awaited blogging begins ]
it's already july... omfg!
before i start... *points at tag-board* there was a post (since i already deleted the post) which simply amuses me. some people can behave so immaturely, not show who they are (email? website?) and claim we are f*ckers. HAHAHAHA!! OMG!!!111 HAXXOR N00BS! -_-
now where were we?
so, a few days later after the trip to that dodgy place, i get a call from them about the 'homework'. they gave me a link to their oh-so boring web site and asked me to redesign it. it seems there was so many applicants, they decided to give 'homeworks' and then i suppose choose from there.
on saturday morning the lady incharge of web job called me up and told me to add s'more images... -_-;; i thought what lar, i got the job or something... but no.. it's /still/ the 'homework'. sheesh. if they had so many applicants and mine wasn't to their liking, i'm sure they could easily choose someone else. just hope they're not con-ing me into making the site for them and they steal it. hehe, well, i doubt that would happen lar.
this morning before i woke up i had a dream where the main guy (have not met him but there's suppose to be some guy who's the boss of this, and not the lady who called me) telling me have i done the site and the images @_@
i haven't, duh! so off i go to do just that... in a while :p (i really dunno what else to add)
besides that, i'm on a incubus downloading rampage. already got their latest album (a crow left to the murder) last night, and now downloading 'morning view'. after that it's 'make yourself'. i forgot how much i loved 'just a phase' *__*
*puts song on repeat and imagines self on a boat sailing towards the sunset*
it's already july... omfg!
before i start... *points at tag-board* there was a post (since i already deleted the post) which simply amuses me. some people can behave so immaturely, not show who they are (email? website?) and claim we are f*ckers. HAHAHAHA!! OMG!!!111 HAXXOR N00BS! -_-
now where were we?
so, a few days later after the trip to that dodgy place, i get a call from them about the 'homework'. they gave me a link to their oh-so boring web site and asked me to redesign it. it seems there was so many applicants, they decided to give 'homeworks' and then i suppose choose from there.
on saturday morning the lady incharge of web job called me up and told me to add s'more images... -_-;; i thought what lar, i got the job or something... but no.. it's /still/ the 'homework'. sheesh. if they had so many applicants and mine wasn't to their liking, i'm sure they could easily choose someone else. just hope they're not con-ing me into making the site for them and they steal it. hehe, well, i doubt that would happen lar.
this morning before i woke up i had a dream where the main guy (have not met him but there's suppose to be some guy who's the boss of this, and not the lady who called me) telling me have i done the site and the images @_@
i haven't, duh! so off i go to do just that... in a while :p (i really dunno what else to add)
besides that, i'm on a incubus downloading rampage. already got their latest album (a crow left to the murder) last night, and now downloading 'morning view'. after that it's 'make yourself'. i forgot how much i loved 'just a phase' *__*
*puts song on repeat and imagines self on a boat sailing towards the sunset*
Sunday, July 11, 2004
1. Which Pirates of the Caribbean character are you?
whoohoo!! capn' jack sparrow my love! it's about time i did a potc layout ^^; how long ago was i singing about this? hmmm??? O_o
about the last post.... blah lar. i'm too lazy to follow up :P
whoohoo!! capn' jack sparrow my love! it's about time i did a potc layout ^^; how long ago was i singing about this? hmmm??? O_o
about the last post.... blah lar. i'm too lazy to follow up :P
Thursday, July 08, 2004
i just spent 7 hours doing a website which some company called me up this morning and told me they got some "homework" for me to do. actually it's rather long story as to how i know this company but to put it in short:
few days ago i rang up this company to apply for a web designer/developer job. they called me to come in on that day itself for interview. so went there, found out it was a freakin' recruitment agency. spent 2 hours doing some crap "tests" and signing up with them then went thru a short interview and finally the interview for the web designer/developer. that recruitment agency apparently needed a web person.
erk.. gtg... continue later ^^;
few days ago i rang up this company to apply for a web designer/developer job. they called me to come in on that day itself for interview. so went there, found out it was a freakin' recruitment agency. spent 2 hours doing some crap "tests" and signing up with them then went thru a short interview and finally the interview for the web designer/developer. that recruitment agency apparently needed a web person.
erk.. gtg... continue later ^^;
Saturday, July 03, 2004
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so, i got this letter see... yesterday. a really big envelope which i wasn't expecting anytime soon. so this big ass brown envelope, which was quite heavy, was from the japan embassy see.. and my dad was trying to open it. i screeched (actually i don't screech) and grabbed the envelope from him saying "it's MINE!!!" with an evil glare (...right!). while opening it i was telling my dad... "it's probably heavy because they're rejecting my application and sending me the form i sent them last time back to me.. haha!"
opened it, saw the first line and..... *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce*
hehe.. i've been approved to attend an interview with them. it is the next step, and i think final step, before i am told if/when (noticed how i slipped "ir" and "when" together?) i'm accepted to get the scholarship. whoohoo!
it was dm-san's (no more chan because she's officially old in.... 3 days?) pre birthday partee.. hehe. got to meet some of her college mates, lotsa nice food,watched cringed when i heard sanzo sound so freakin ghey and watched for the first time some legacy of kain stuffs. XD
and so "The Lab" is pooped and is off to do some serious mail (not male) checking!
*bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce*
so, i got this letter see... yesterday. a really big envelope which i wasn't expecting anytime soon. so this big ass brown envelope, which was quite heavy, was from the japan embassy see.. and my dad was trying to open it. i screeched (actually i don't screech) and grabbed the envelope from him saying "it's MINE!!!" with an evil glare (...right!). while opening it i was telling my dad... "it's probably heavy because they're rejecting my application and sending me the form i sent them last time back to me.. haha!"
opened it, saw the first line and..... *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce* *bounce*
hehe.. i've been approved to attend an interview with them. it is the next step, and i think final step, before i am told if/when (noticed how i slipped "ir" and "when" together?) i'm accepted to get the scholarship. whoohoo!
it was dm-san's (no more chan because she's officially old in.... 3 days?) pre birthday partee.. hehe. got to meet some of her college mates, lotsa nice food,
and so "The Lab" is pooped and is off to do some serious mail (not male) checking!
Friday, July 02, 2004
yet another quiz.... 20 Questions to a Better Personality
You are a WEDL--Wacky Emotional Destructive Leader. This makes you an anarchist. You don't give a damn. When push comes to shove, you just forget about it--it's just not worth the heartache. What this means for others is that dealing with you can be aggravating, because they find they can't get you motivated about things they care about. What this means for you is that you are happier, calmer, and saner then they are on their best days.
You are near-immune to criticism, and those who know you well acknowledge and respect that. You may come across as lazy, but the truth is that you find little to get worked up about. Regardless, you have slews of friends, because they are fascinated by your world view, jealous of your lifestyle, and drawn to the fact that you are hilarious to be around.
You are a pillar in a sea of hot-bloodedness. You have a sweet tooth.
You are a WEDL--Wacky Emotional Destructive Leader. This makes you an anarchist. You don't give a damn. When push comes to shove, you just forget about it--it's just not worth the heartache. What this means for others is that dealing with you can be aggravating, because they find they can't get you motivated about things they care about. What this means for you is that you are happier, calmer, and saner then they are on their best days.
You are near-immune to criticism, and those who know you well acknowledge and respect that. You may come across as lazy, but the truth is that you find little to get worked up about. Regardless, you have slews of friends, because they are fascinated by your world view, jealous of your lifestyle, and drawn to the fact that you are hilarious to be around.
You are a pillar in a sea of hot-bloodedness. You have a sweet tooth.
Thursday, July 01, 2004
quizzes galore~ [brought to you by Quizilla]
1. Which Count Cain Character are YOU?
Congrats, you're Cain. Tragic, curious, cold, yet also tenderly caring. There's really not much explaining to do if you've read the manga.
2. What genre of rock are you?
3. Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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1. cain!! :P~~
2. true, quite true ^^
3. uhh....... huh?
1. Which Count Cain Character are YOU?
Congrats, you're Cain. Tragic, curious, cold, yet also tenderly caring. There's really not much explaining to do if you've read the manga.
2. What genre of rock are you?
Grunge! You're all about the music and would even turn your back on fame just to stay true to your roots... You reached your high in the early '90s, but you're still making some good stuff! Keep rocking! |
3. Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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1. cain!! :P~~
2. true, quite true ^^
3. uhh....... huh?
Tuesday, June 29, 2004
yesterday~
all my troubles seemed so far away
now it looks as though they're here to stay
oh i believe, in yesterday~
so yesterday i was called by mr. t to go out and discuss about a trip to island l. however, it was a bit the late so mr. t decided to carry on with his friend and would fill me in on the details later on.
later on came along and so he dropped by my house. we were sort of about to talk about it (outside my house) when he said his friend was waiting in the car. so i told mr. t to bring his friend in as well. so he went to get his friend. and while his friend was locking the car doors i chatted with mr. t for a bit. a minute or so later his friend came up to my door step and i realized his friend was my good friend from australia XD
very good tactics at surprising people, she has! XD
today i spent 7 hours today at mid valley. yes, you heard me right. watched harry potter as well. and what we did in between, god knows because it just flew by.
in other news, i got an email today from a company i applied to for a job. obviously a auto-generated one, stating that i didn't the job. wait, why go that far. i didn't get an interview. makes one wonder what was wrong and whether am i really qualified for anything. i suppose it's something we'll all have to face sooner or later.
maybe i should start small. apply for a secre-*******-tary job (i hate documentation). gah. well i do have hope for another company. i hope i get it. i couldn't sleep the other day because i was thinking if by removing something from my resume, would that effect the reason should they not pick me.
all my troubles seemed so far away
now it looks as though they're here to stay
oh i believe, in yesterday~
so yesterday i was called by mr. t to go out and discuss about a trip to island l. however, it was a bit the late so mr. t decided to carry on with his friend and would fill me in on the details later on.
later on came along and so he dropped by my house. we were sort of about to talk about it (outside my house) when he said his friend was waiting in the car. so i told mr. t to bring his friend in as well. so he went to get his friend. and while his friend was locking the car doors i chatted with mr. t for a bit. a minute or so later his friend came up to my door step and i realized his friend was my good friend from australia XD
very good tactics at surprising people, she has! XD
today i spent 7 hours today at mid valley. yes, you heard me right. watched harry potter as well. and what we did in between, god knows because it just flew by.
in other news, i got an email today from a company i applied to for a job. obviously a auto-generated one, stating that i didn't the job. wait, why go that far. i didn't get an interview. makes one wonder what was wrong and whether am i really qualified for anything. i suppose it's something we'll all have to face sooner or later.
maybe i should start small. apply for a secre-*******-tary job (i hate documentation). gah. well i do have hope for another company. i hope i get it. i couldn't sleep the other day because i was thinking if by removing something from my resume, would that effect the reason should they not pick me.
Thursday, June 24, 2004
i'm so pissed.. i don't know where to begin. i don't think i even know how to begin because it may never end.
[insert absolutely LONG rant on anger, frustration, unfairness, ungreatfulness and disrepectfulness here]
at the end of the day, i just wish i can move away as soon as possible... no matter where it may be, so that i can start living a life on my own.
-end-
[insert absolutely LONG rant on anger, frustration, unfairness, ungreatfulness and disrepectfulness here]
at the end of the day, i just wish i can move away as soon as possible... no matter where it may be, so that i can start living a life on my own.
-end-
Sunday, June 20, 2004
[ the sloth has cometh to blogeth ]
yes, i be the sloth. i haven't studied because since 60 pages out of 700+ is definitely nothing and i have to finish all that by the end of next week. ie, i have 1 more week left. i'm such a last minuter. >__<
Sunday
left for the school (for the engrish exam XD) before 8am. reached there at 8am. registered and waited for 45 minutes before we could enter the hall. actually we could enter, but i decided to wait outside with a couple of other hundred people. 440 or so people took the exam with me.. and this is just under the postgraduate. can't imagine what the turn out would be for undergrads. before an hour of doing 50 objective questions on a paper which seemed quite similar to a certain form 5 exam, we were briefed about the exam, what are some of the common mistakes people made when filling in the application form (i made a tiny one too :p) and how only 10 people from the postgraduate group will recieve the scholarship. yep! you heard me right. only 10 -_-"
after the exam (around 10-nish) i came home, blahblah... and my family and i went to klcc for lunch at this pizza place as a treat for my mom's birthday. quite nice, shall make a trip there again when a certain somebody gets back from overseas :)
Monday
did a bit of studying.... and that was probably ALL the studying i did for the entire week. gah!! i think my friend (who also went for the course and is gonna sit for the exam with me) has already finished the entire text book >_<
Tuesday-Wednesday
got abducted by aliens and watched some euro while i was in their spaceship. didn't thinkeveryone most living things were interested in football ^^;
Thursday
with having only 5 hours sleep, after the aliens returned me, we (bro, cuz, mom) went to the ic department to get our mykads done.
waiting period: ~5 hours
actual process: ~5 minutes
mykad delivery: ~2 months
we managed to get a couple of stuffs done. and the people behind the desks (and camera) were actually nice :)
Weekend
the weekend has been pretty mundane. except for today since it being father's day and all. got my dad a car, a little uh... whatchamacallit... things you can hang which usually has poems or advice or lovely sayings... except this one is a bunch of boxes and in the boxes has advice where you close your eyes and point at an advice for everyday.
my dad tried and his advice for today is: listen
haha.. :)
i've adopted some...... sprites. hehe :p can check 'em out at the "unfortunate adoptees" section. toodles~
yes, i be the sloth. i haven't studied because since 60 pages out of 700+ is definitely nothing and i have to finish all that by the end of next week. ie, i have 1 more week left. i'm such a last minuter. >__<
Sunday
left for the school (for the engrish exam XD) before 8am. reached there at 8am. registered and waited for 45 minutes before we could enter the hall. actually we could enter, but i decided to wait outside with a couple of other hundred people. 440 or so people took the exam with me.. and this is just under the postgraduate. can't imagine what the turn out would be for undergrads. before an hour of doing 50 objective questions on a paper which seemed quite similar to a certain form 5 exam, we were briefed about the exam, what are some of the common mistakes people made when filling in the application form (i made a tiny one too :p) and how only 10 people from the postgraduate group will recieve the scholarship. yep! you heard me right. only 10 -_-"
after the exam (around 10-nish) i came home, blahblah... and my family and i went to klcc for lunch at this pizza place as a treat for my mom's birthday. quite nice, shall make a trip there again when a certain somebody gets back from overseas :)
Monday
did a bit of studying.... and that was probably ALL the studying i did for the entire week. gah!! i think my friend (who also went for the course and is gonna sit for the exam with me) has already finished the entire text book >_<
Tuesday-Wednesday
got abducted by aliens and watched some euro while i was in their spaceship. didn't think
Thursday
with having only 5 hours sleep, after the aliens returned me, we (bro, cuz, mom) went to the ic department to get our mykads done.
waiting period: ~5 hours
actual process: ~5 minutes
mykad delivery: ~2 months
we managed to get a couple of stuffs done. and the people behind the desks (and camera) were actually nice :)
Weekend
the weekend has been pretty mundane. except for today since it being father's day and all. got my dad a car, a little uh... whatchamacallit... things you can hang which usually has poems or advice or lovely sayings... except this one is a bunch of boxes and in the boxes has advice where you close your eyes and point at an advice for everyday.
my dad tried and his advice for today is: listen
haha.. :)
i've adopted some...... sprites. hehe :p can check 'em out at the "unfortunate adoptees" section. toodles~
Saturday, June 12, 2004
[ what's been up lately ]
ah, another wasted week. for me, but not quite for others. the week started with a short outing to klcc. met with gan, ciel and wolfinus (first time meeting ciel and wolfinus). i went all the way there only to find out that they were heading for mid valley an hour later. didn't know that was the plan.. thought it'd be the usual stuffs we did in klcc.
so gan and i had lunch. we all chatted n stuff. gangster also bought 4 mags, which ciel and i wanna steal XD hehe... by the time 1.30pm came along we decided to head to mid valley. ciel & wolf were going to see a harry potter 3 with bunny-chan.
we met her and a few other cf members like tofuking and craymel. since the movie was only starting at 3.30pm all of us went to the archade. i didn't play of course, just watch the gosu people in action. dancing stylo-mylo and whacking the drums to doraemon and train train (?).
then along the next couple of days.. can't remember the days exactly so i'm just putting tuesday-thursday all together:
1. i found out set-chan literally lives a few doors away from me
2. i applied for a job as a web application developer (but still no reply)
3. i helped my cousin out in a bit of documentation work (for his fyp. he's suffering now as i did in september ^^)
then yesterday i went to get my mom a present. argh.. i'm sooooo pokai at the moment. haven't received my monthly allowance the past 2 months but i can't complain since i understand the umm.... situation in my house. got her a "red door" perfume and with that they gave me a free sample of their (elizabeth arden) newest perfume. ARDENBEAUTY! really nice. usually i don't like perfumes from these kinda brands because i feel they're more for matured women or those who are working n stuff. also it's too strong, my nose can't take it. that's why i stick to bodyshop. mild and just nice.
yesterday was quite fun at the #cf channel. 2 hours of good fun. everyone going nuts. learnt a couple of things and... i haven't laughed so much in a while. i guess since rei is back as well.. and the whole kicking thing, it was too funny :p
tomorrow is the engrish exam. gonna proof the za werld that i am to passo the examo with furying coros.
kthxbai.
ah, another wasted week. for me, but not quite for others. the week started with a short outing to klcc. met with gan, ciel and wolfinus (first time meeting ciel and wolfinus). i went all the way there only to find out that they were heading for mid valley an hour later. didn't know that was the plan.. thought it'd be the usual stuffs we did in klcc.
so gan and i had lunch. we all chatted n stuff. gangster also bought 4 mags, which ciel and i wanna steal XD hehe... by the time 1.30pm came along we decided to head to mid valley. ciel & wolf were going to see a harry potter 3 with bunny-chan.
we met her and a few other cf members like tofuking and craymel. since the movie was only starting at 3.30pm all of us went to the archade. i didn't play of course, just watch the gosu people in action. dancing stylo-mylo and whacking the drums to doraemon and train train (?).
then along the next couple of days.. can't remember the days exactly so i'm just putting tuesday-thursday all together:
1. i found out set-chan literally lives a few doors away from me
2. i applied for a job as a web application developer (but still no reply)
3. i helped my cousin out in a bit of documentation work (for his fyp. he's suffering now as i did in september ^^)
then yesterday i went to get my mom a present. argh.. i'm sooooo pokai at the moment. haven't received my monthly allowance the past 2 months but i can't complain since i understand the umm.... situation in my house. got her a "red door" perfume and with that they gave me a free sample of their (elizabeth arden) newest perfume. ARDENBEAUTY! really nice. usually i don't like perfumes from these kinda brands because i feel they're more for matured women or those who are working n stuff. also it's too strong, my nose can't take it. that's why i stick to bodyshop. mild and just nice.
yesterday was quite fun at the #cf channel. 2 hours of good fun. everyone going nuts. learnt a couple of things and... i haven't laughed so much in a while. i guess since rei is back as well.. and the whole kicking thing, it was too funny :p
tomorrow is the engrish exam. gonna proof the za werld that i am to passo the examo with furying coros.
kthxbai.
Friday, June 04, 2004
wanna know something stupid i did today? or rather something stupid that had happened yesterday night and it wasn't exactly my fault either? :p
well, see... yesterday or maybe the day before, i called streamyx and told them to reset my email password lar since i didn't what it was and so they did. and then... yesterday night tiba-tiba my brother said cannot connect to the net! i tried all the possible passwords and still cannot connect. so for one whole day (today) we didn't go online at all. what a waste.... of bandwidth :P
also, coincidentally, it seems in shah alam & klang got some streamyx problem lar. and i thought it also affected our area. actually that's what my brother told me except he said it was "klang valley". so i thought maybe it's the same problem lar so i just left it. usually i'll try all kinds of ways to get connected until i give up.
just now i decided to called them to ask what's the matter, since it's suppose to only happen in shah alam & klang (this i found out when i myself called the famous number and heard their message). so i talked to this girl who was fairly cheerful and quite helpful, asking me a few things, me trying a few passwords as well. check check... still cannot work all. so after a while i told the girl to just reset my password and see if that works. incase someone hacked into my account and changed it. who knows.
so just before i confirm with her to reset it, i decided to try and see if whether that dumb fella i spoke to the other day reseted my password and not only the email password. sure enuf he DID!! the girl on the phone started laughing -_-;;
arghhhhh one whole day no internet!!! boringnyer!! except i managed to finish watching most of the animes i downloaded recently. go try "sensei no ojikan". quite funny. i only had one episode (just to try) and since it's not bad, am gonna download the rest.
and also finally i can now resume downloading the 6 episodes of "kyou kara maou", which i started downloading 2 days ago >< taking AGES man...
now, back to my usual surfing/foruming/chatting/mailing ^^
well, see... yesterday or maybe the day before, i called streamyx and told them to reset my email password lar since i didn't what it was and so they did. and then... yesterday night tiba-tiba my brother said cannot connect to the net! i tried all the possible passwords and still cannot connect. so for one whole day (today) we didn't go online at all. what a waste.... of bandwidth :P
also, coincidentally, it seems in shah alam & klang got some streamyx problem lar. and i thought it also affected our area. actually that's what my brother told me except he said it was "klang valley". so i thought maybe it's the same problem lar so i just left it. usually i'll try all kinds of ways to get connected until i give up.
just now i decided to called them to ask what's the matter, since it's suppose to only happen in shah alam & klang (this i found out when i myself called the famous number and heard their message). so i talked to this girl who was fairly cheerful and quite helpful, asking me a few things, me trying a few passwords as well. check check... still cannot work all. so after a while i told the girl to just reset my password and see if that works. incase someone hacked into my account and changed it. who knows.
so just before i confirm with her to reset it, i decided to try and see if whether that dumb fella i spoke to the other day reseted my password and not only the email password. sure enuf he DID!! the girl on the phone started laughing -_-;;
arghhhhh one whole day no internet!!! boringnyer!! except i managed to finish watching most of the animes i downloaded recently. go try "sensei no ojikan". quite funny. i only had one episode (just to try) and since it's not bad, am gonna download the rest.
and also finally i can now resume downloading the 6 episodes of "kyou kara maou", which i started downloading 2 days ago >< taking AGES man...
now, back to my usual surfing/foruming/chatting/mailing ^^
Thursday, June 03, 2004
i got my pictures~ i got my pictures~
and.. it's not bad *phew* :p
it had to be good since i'm gonna be using it for my interviews and probably for the next 5 years or so >< can't expect me to use some butt ugly picture and regret it for the rest of my working life... or wate money on taking more.. hehe
with that settled and my resume finally approved by my father. approved and worthy to be sent out.. i shall be applying for my jobs from tmr onwards. yippeee~~
also, there's an article in the in-tech today about blogging. hehe, will read it later :)
and.. it's not bad *phew* :p
it had to be good since i'm gonna be using it for my interviews and probably for the next 5 years or so >< can't expect me to use some butt ugly picture and regret it for the rest of my working life... or wate money on taking more.. hehe
with that settled and my resume finally approved by my father. approved and worthy to be sent out.. i shall be applying for my jobs from tmr onwards. yippeee~~
also, there's an article in the in-tech today about blogging. hehe, will read it later :)
Tuesday, June 01, 2004
Sunday, May 30, 2004
havink a bad day? thinkink nothink else to be makink you happy? try beink immitating the faces in this website O_o >_< -_^ -_- ^_^ >_>
hehe.. bbq was quite fun. i think most of those who went had detailed reports so no point me repeating the same stories. just the we had fun, not much to eat since it was more of a nuisance, though i think the banana & chocolate was a success. second in place was mashmallows and chocolate XD i think anything in chocolate was goode!
discussed about anime (duh), cosplaying (duh x2) and... some weird characters (not anime XD). too bad i don't have my digital camera, else i'd taken some pics too to post up or show my non-anime friends what a whacked bunch they are XD (joking :p)
got wet in the rain just now after washing my hair yesterday!!! >_> pictures WILL BE TAKEN TMR no matter what. i dun care. i just have to bloody hell do it already -_-. also reformated my laptop earlier.. setting up to do my hacking stuff. install those junk and well, practice for the exam. familiarize myself with the programs since most of the questions are about the tools thought it shouldn't be. weird ppl.
watched troy today!! XD uber bishienesssssssss!!! mwahahahaha!!! XD XD i wish i was jeniffer aniston. hehehe...
hehe.. bbq was quite fun. i think most of those who went had detailed reports so no point me repeating the same stories. just the we had fun, not much to eat since it was more of a nuisance, though i think the banana & chocolate was a success. second in place was mashmallows and chocolate XD i think anything in chocolate was goode!
discussed about anime (duh), cosplaying (duh x2) and... some weird characters (not anime XD). too bad i don't have my digital camera, else i'd taken some pics too to post up or show my non-anime friends what a whacked bunch they are XD (joking :p)
got wet in the rain just now after washing my hair yesterday!!! >_> pictures WILL BE TAKEN TMR no matter what. i dun care. i just have to bloody hell do it already -_-. also reformated my laptop earlier.. setting up to do my hacking stuff. install those junk and well, practice for the exam. familiarize myself with the programs since most of the questions are about the tools thought it shouldn't be. weird ppl.
watched troy today!! XD uber bishienesssssssss!!! mwahahahaha!!! XD XD i wish i was jeniffer aniston. hehehe...
Saturday, May 29, 2004
received a letter from the embassy of japan just now and...
*drum rolls*
i've been approved to sit for their english exam.
*dush*
LOL! the exam is suppose to be for 1 hour. wonder what kinda questions are they gonna be asking. hope it's simple.. and not some essay. my dad was giving me some tips.. telling me i should keep track on the news happening in japan, who's their prime minister, the state of their currency.. blahblahblah ^^; lucky for that english japan news website, or else i'm dead!!
back to lazying about >_>
*drum rolls*
i've been approved to sit for their english exam.
*dush*
LOL! the exam is suppose to be for 1 hour. wonder what kinda questions are they gonna be asking. hope it's simple.. and not some essay. my dad was giving me some tips.. telling me i should keep track on the news happening in japan, who's their prime minister, the state of their currency.. blahblahblah ^^; lucky for that english japan news website, or else i'm dead!!
back to lazying about >_>
Friday, May 28, 2004
he has the steely eyes of a killer, the swashbuckling finesse of zorro and really expensive corinthian footwear.....
lol.. if only there was some real person like him :) yay, watched shrek2 today!! i'm sure there are people already sick of me talking about my fav character... but... haha! fear him if you dare....
hehehe!! i've created an avatar for my beloved. check his "cuteness" over here :)
i should be studying, i should be studying, i should be studying, i should be studying... i could tell myself over and over but what do i do in the end?
*whistles and walks away*
lol.. if only there was some real person like him :) yay, watched shrek2 today!! i'm sure there are people already sick of me talking about my fav character... but... haha! fear him if you dare....
hehehe!! i've created an avatar for my beloved. check his "cuteness" over here :)
i should be studying, i should be studying, i should be studying, i should be studying... i could tell myself over and over but what do i do in the end?
*whistles and walks away*
Wednesday, May 26, 2004
[ the horror of having to study again ]
oh no.. just realized i gotta start studying for the exam.... which i'm not sure when yet but still. i hope i haven't forgotten how to study. 4 months is a long time!! :p
i still haven't finalized my resume, haven't sent anything out. a time waster, i am. well, i have reasons too... only for the last couple of days but tmr onwards.. no more gun bound, no more tv... (yeah rite!)
almost forgot about the mcc bbq this saturday. i hope i didn't plan anything on that day or some people are gonna kill me ^^;; good thing it's at night so i dun have to worry about the picture. yeah, gotta take that by saturday. am already getting a RM30 cut from my deposit -_-""
and finally... more the quizzes which were at dmj's blog..
click, and be doomed by the ebil quizzes!
oh no.. just realized i gotta start studying for the exam.... which i'm not sure when yet but still. i hope i haven't forgotten how to study. 4 months is a long time!! :p
i still haven't finalized my resume, haven't sent anything out. a time waster, i am. well, i have reasons too... only for the last couple of days but tmr onwards.. no more gun bound, no more tv... (yeah rite!)
almost forgot about the mcc bbq this saturday. i hope i didn't plan anything on that day or some people are gonna kill me ^^;; good thing it's at night so i dun have to worry about the picture. yeah, gotta take that by saturday. am already getting a RM30 cut from my deposit -_-""
and finally... more the quizzes which were at dmj's blog..
click, and be doomed by the ebil quizzes!
Monday, May 24, 2004
Sunday, May 23, 2004
Saturday, May 22, 2004
[ ignorance is bliss ]
just when you think hacking is fun, you realize how much in danger your own pc is whenever you logon, check your mail, post an entry in yer blog... XD
well, lucky for me i've learnt a lot of tools, some hacking.. some prevention, so i use them to check what my pc's vulnerabilities are and how to overcome it. cool uh! :) i've even learnt how to create a virus. it's soooooooo easy. lol!! the hackers of yesterday have done all the hard work and now we newbies just have to click a few things and tada! a virus is born.
on our last day, we had a topic called virus. so we created one, camouflaged it and tried to send it to each other thru mail. a test to see if yahoo and hotmail could detect 'em and guess what. they can! so most people are kinda safe. :)
having spent many many hours in the air conditioned room.. and since my lecturer had a cold when we first started our course, he passed it on to me -_-;;. just a few sniffles, a slight fever, but i still managed to go to the supermarket, do some shopping. come back home and make dinner. well, not the heavy stuff lar. my maid did the frying :P
my mom had gone to mallacca today with my aunts just for a day trip and they were coming back so had to prepare some bites since they're all coming over to have dinner. infact, some of them are actually down stairs at the moment (i'm upstairs.. that's where the pc is) and my stomach is growling XD
i want food!!!! hehehe. i hear some frying going on. wonder who's cooking what.
i picked up my graduation pictures yesterday. man it sucks. even the group picture.. i had this girl who is well, short, and her mortar kept hitting my face and guess what. in the picture, her mortar is covering my face. just a bit lar but it looks so odd from everyone else. urgh -_-
okaylar, just wanted to let some of you know that i'm alive and will be back conquering the internet by tmr or the day after :p
bell just rung, somebody is here~
todaloo~~
just when you think hacking is fun, you realize how much in danger your own pc is whenever you logon, check your mail, post an entry in yer blog... XD
well, lucky for me i've learnt a lot of tools, some hacking.. some prevention, so i use them to check what my pc's vulnerabilities are and how to overcome it. cool uh! :) i've even learnt how to create a virus. it's soooooooo easy. lol!! the hackers of yesterday have done all the hard work and now we newbies just have to click a few things and tada! a virus is born.
on our last day, we had a topic called virus. so we created one, camouflaged it and tried to send it to each other thru mail. a test to see if yahoo and hotmail could detect 'em and guess what. they can! so most people are kinda safe. :)
having spent many many hours in the air conditioned room.. and since my lecturer had a cold when we first started our course, he passed it on to me -_-;;. just a few sniffles, a slight fever, but i still managed to go to the supermarket, do some shopping. come back home and make dinner. well, not the heavy stuff lar. my maid did the frying :P
my mom had gone to mallacca today with my aunts just for a day trip and they were coming back so had to prepare some bites since they're all coming over to have dinner. infact, some of them are actually down stairs at the moment (i'm upstairs.. that's where the pc is) and my stomach is growling XD
i want food!!!! hehehe. i hear some frying going on. wonder who's cooking what.
i picked up my graduation pictures yesterday. man it sucks. even the group picture.. i had this girl who is well, short, and her mortar kept hitting my face and guess what. in the picture, her mortar is covering my face. just a bit lar but it looks so odd from everyone else. urgh -_-
okaylar, just wanted to let some of you know that i'm alive and will be back conquering the internet by tmr or the day after :p
bell just rung, somebody is here~
todaloo~~
Wednesday, May 19, 2004
wheee~~
had fun in college today. things are a bit more friendly with the 2 other guys in my class. one, a student gonna start his degree soon, and another an older guy who's working in lumut. quite the cool. we got to hack into each other's pc and play with the settings. like open & close the cd-rom, disable the mouse, log-off the user.. hehehe.. quite fun :p
and... what with everyone's knowledge about sniffing and scanning, stupid me went and check my mail and they found out my password :p quite a cool tool, but too bad it doesn't work on my pc. just on networks. bah! now we're all so very careful. hehehe!
we played s'more with knoppix, and i tried surfing with mozilla. it's not bad. very roundish... xp-like. big too ^^; but can't run too many programs at the same time. major lag i tell you. maybe also cause those pcs are only equipped with 128 ram.
tmr's gonna be another long day. our class was extended for an hour.. and so will be for tmr ><. i know it's just sitting in front of the pc.. but i think even that can be tiring since we have to be there by 8.30 @_@
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had fun in college today. things are a bit more friendly with the 2 other guys in my class. one, a student gonna start his degree soon, and another an older guy who's working in lumut. quite the cool. we got to hack into each other's pc and play with the settings. like open & close the cd-rom, disable the mouse, log-off the user.. hehehe.. quite fun :p
and... what with everyone's knowledge about sniffing and scanning, stupid me went and check my mail and they found out my password :p quite a cool tool, but too bad it doesn't work on my pc. just on networks. bah! now we're all so very careful. hehehe!
we played s'more with knoppix, and i tried surfing with mozilla. it's not bad. very roundish... xp-like. big too ^^; but can't run too many programs at the same time. major lag i tell you. maybe also cause those pcs are only equipped with 128 ram.
tmr's gonna be another long day. our class was extended for an hour.. and so will be for tmr ><. i know it's just sitting in front of the pc.. but i think even that can be tiring since we have to be there by 8.30 @_@
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Tuesday, May 18, 2004
[ a hacking we will go... ]
...a hacking we will go, hey ho the merry yo, a hacking we will go~
don't really care if i got the words right so, whatever. 2 days down and... 3 more to go. we've only completed 4 1/2 chapters and there's 21 chapters O_o. our lecturer is a psycho dude man. well, he is sane but... how's he gonna be finishing 16 chapters in 3 days?
i've been learning a whole loada stuff. just covered the steps taken to hack.. like the process/methodology. and today we tried cracking the password of one of the dummy pcs. quite the cool. learnt a bunch of new tools. some of which i'm in love with. the course comes with a lot of materials, which includes two cds. one has lab files and hacking tools (and viruses) which we'll be using during the class and another cd which has knoppix. an easy to install version of linux. something like that lar. linux, admittedly, looks kinda nice :)
okay, so the purpose of the course is not to teach me to become some notorious cracker, but to find out how it's done and what are the counter measures. dun blame me for the big words... it's all i'm hearing every other hour :P i also now know how to protect my pc a little better. planning to install a firewall soon (yeah, i'm firewalless so sue me) and try out some of the tools because at college a lot of things a blocked. can't even PING! ><
and in all of the most ironic things in the world.... and coincidental, one of my brothers went and install some crap shit application which had tonnes of adware spyware! i can't believe it. i just leave the pc for TWO freakin days and this is what they do. they're hazardous. omg, i'm gonna kill him later. there was so many data miners, trackers.. and even one uh.... hijack something. can't remember the name. well that's is suppose to help a hacker hijack into one of my session and do bad stuffs. and before this, even without the knowledge i've been receiving the last 2 days, i've not encoutered such a thing yet.
ah.. that's it for today. loads of reading to do ><. exam is suppose to be 2 weeks after we finish.
nal -- i'm innocent i tell you, i'm a good girl!! :p
dmj -- uh hmm.... ^^;;
...a hacking we will go, hey ho the merry yo, a hacking we will go~
don't really care if i got the words right so, whatever. 2 days down and... 3 more to go. we've only completed 4 1/2 chapters and there's 21 chapters O_o. our lecturer is a psycho dude man. well, he is sane but... how's he gonna be finishing 16 chapters in 3 days?
i've been learning a whole loada stuff. just covered the steps taken to hack.. like the process/methodology. and today we tried cracking the password of one of the dummy pcs. quite the cool. learnt a bunch of new tools. some of which i'm in love with. the course comes with a lot of materials, which includes two cds. one has lab files and hacking tools (and viruses) which we'll be using during the class and another cd which has knoppix. an easy to install version of linux. something like that lar. linux, admittedly, looks kinda nice :)
okay, so the purpose of the course is not to teach me to become some notorious cracker, but to find out how it's done and what are the counter measures. dun blame me for the big words... it's all i'm hearing every other hour :P i also now know how to protect my pc a little better. planning to install a firewall soon (yeah, i'm firewalless so sue me) and try out some of the tools because at college a lot of things a blocked. can't even PING! ><
and in all of the most ironic things in the world.... and coincidental, one of my brothers went and install some crap shit application which had tonnes of adware spyware! i can't believe it. i just leave the pc for TWO freakin days and this is what they do. they're hazardous. omg, i'm gonna kill him later. there was so many data miners, trackers.. and even one uh.... hijack something. can't remember the name. well that's is suppose to help a hacker hijack into one of my session and do bad stuffs. and before this, even without the knowledge i've been receiving the last 2 days, i've not encoutered such a thing yet.
ah.. that's it for today. loads of reading to do ><. exam is suppose to be 2 weeks after we finish.
nal -- i'm innocent i tell you, i'm a good girl!! :p
dmj -- uh hmm.... ^^;;
Sunday, May 16, 2004
[ 5 days ]
time flies... real fast sometimes ^^;
gonna start my hacker course tmr for the next one week. it's from 9-5, hopefully it would be a fun-filled course :p well, how can hacking not be fun. hehehehe! there's also an exam on the last day i think.
and after that... i need to get a job quick. i tried doing my resume today. finished most of it, just unclear on certain parts. i really think the resumes we learnt how to do in school are nothing, well not quite, like the ones required in real life.
i feel like i know nuts about hacking and i'm taking this course... and it might be a waste >_< well, there's always a begining... for new born "white hat" hackers :P (just learnt that term from mw) ^^v
time flies... real fast sometimes ^^;
gonna start my hacker course tmr for the next one week. it's from 9-5, hopefully it would be a fun-filled course :p well, how can hacking not be fun. hehehehe! there's also an exam on the last day i think.
and after that... i need to get a job quick. i tried doing my resume today. finished most of it, just unclear on certain parts. i really think the resumes we learnt how to do in school are nothing, well not quite, like the ones required in real life.
i feel like i know nuts about hacking and i'm taking this course... and it might be a waste >_< well, there's always a begining... for new born "white hat" hackers :P (just learnt that term from mw) ^^v
Tuesday, May 11, 2004
[ yucks! ]
eeeeee..... what the hell did they do to blogger... gah! the last layout was perfect. this just looks so ghey >_>
graduation is over. was tiring, considering i had to wear heels for almost 6 hours... T_T and a skirt.... >_>. good thing was that the gown was long & huge enuf to cover up most of everything *laughs*. it was really hot too!!! @_@
there was first a group (ie 400 ppl) photo taking session at around 12.30pm. i went first at 12 since i thought my parents all no need to come since they'll just be waiting there for nothing until the ceremony starts at 2pm. but i called them to come over quick because otherwise they would have to sit right at the back of the hall. need to register the tickets and get their seating.
so we took pics and stuff. not that many. just some... of my family and a couple of college mates. then the ceremony began. took 1 1/2 hrs for just the speach and certificate giving thing. got a really nice red tube with a piece of paper saying "congratulations. pls collect your certificate on the 21st of may" from the college. sheesh. after all that... it was food eating session XD
tonnes of food i tell you. oh yeah, did i forget to mention that the graduation was at renaissance? :p i've ordered the group photo & the photo which was taken when i went up on stage to collect my "certificate".
family is planning a party/dinner thing this weekend. have to discuss again and maybe push it to the following weekend. heh.. another purpose of the dinner is to open a wine bottle which we bought when i went to australia in 2001. yep, it has been /that/ long. because we searched everywhere in australia for that particular wine when we went there, i told my dad that we're gonna only open it after i graduate. lol.. just sitting in my dad's wine cooler, he can't wait to open it. hope it's all good ;)
eeeeee..... what the hell did they do to blogger... gah! the last layout was perfect. this just looks so ghey >_>
graduation is over. was tiring, considering i had to wear heels for almost 6 hours... T_T and a skirt.... >_>. good thing was that the gown was long & huge enuf to cover up most of everything *laughs*. it was really hot too!!! @_@
there was first a group (ie 400 ppl) photo taking session at around 12.30pm. i went first at 12 since i thought my parents all no need to come since they'll just be waiting there for nothing until the ceremony starts at 2pm. but i called them to come over quick because otherwise they would have to sit right at the back of the hall. need to register the tickets and get their seating.
so we took pics and stuff. not that many. just some... of my family and a couple of college mates. then the ceremony began. took 1 1/2 hrs for just the speach and certificate giving thing. got a really nice red tube with a piece of paper saying "congratulations. pls collect your certificate on the 21st of may" from the college. sheesh. after all that... it was food eating session XD
tonnes of food i tell you. oh yeah, did i forget to mention that the graduation was at renaissance? :p i've ordered the group photo & the photo which was taken when i went up on stage to collect my "certificate".
family is planning a party/dinner thing this weekend. have to discuss again and maybe push it to the following weekend. heh.. another purpose of the dinner is to open a wine bottle which we bought when i went to australia in 2001. yep, it has been /that/ long. because we searched everywhere in australia for that particular wine when we went there, i told my dad that we're gonna only open it after i graduate. lol.. just sitting in my dad's wine cooler, he can't wait to open it. hope it's all good ;)
Saturday, May 08, 2004
Friday, May 07, 2004
Thursday, May 06, 2004
i is back... and tanned... and almost burnt. well, actually i am. my face and shoulders are red ^^;
it was a fun long weekend... really nice. we had planned to go on saturday to ipoh and so on, but actually, we didn't. we were on our way. left the house at 8.30 to have breakfast first and then go to on our way. as soon as we took the sg buloh toll.. a few kilometers down the highway and we were stuck in a jam. on the highway. @_@
we'd exited at rawang since we thought it was pointless... going at 5km/h was not worth it. and my uncle told us it was jammed all the way to penang. what a clown. it wasn't jammed til there. my cousin who took a bus to penang said the jam was only until a rest area at rawang and it was free flowing. ish. so we headed back and stayed the rest of the day at home. luggage nicely roasting (int he afternoon) in the booth of course :p
so sunday we finally left on our way, again, at 9am and no jam this time. it was fine until we reached the penang bridge. there was a small accident and it took us 20 minutes just to cross it -_-;; lucky us, we were at the bridge around noon because in the newspaper the next day, one guy said he was stuck on the bridge for 1 1/2 hours and only crossed the bridge at 2pm ^^;;
we had lunch at one of the hawker stalls then headed for the hotel, since check-in time was only at 2pm. we got to the hotel, chucked our bags in our room (i shared the room with my 2 brothers & cousin). it was really nice since we had a balcony facing the pool, 2 twin beds plus we asked for another 2 single beds. so we were quite comfortable. only problem was those 3 guys... are well guys. so you cannot exclude a messy room, wet bathroom, tiny *ahem* hairs all over the bathroom.... funny smells @_@ ...do i need to go on?
after chucking our bags... actually, we really did unpack. usually i'd just leave my clothes in the suitcase and take whatever i want from it whenever i want to but the boys were like, "but we always unpack!" looking at me as though i'm the weird one ^^; so we did, and of course the next thing is to jump into our swimwear and rush for the water volleyball at 3.30pm :)
fun as usual. the best part about these activities, you get to meet ppl (mostly old fellas lar... but we did have a mix... right to those whose feet can't even touch the bottom of the pool. it's only a max of 1.5m), none of them were... well, you know. potentitally eye catching, or something along those lines ^^; actually, there were.. just 2... middle east ones who reminded me of joseph fiennes (*drools*) who have apenguin wife/gf each.. all covered no doubt. found it kinda ironic, what being at the beach where you see mostly fat red half-naked/barely clothed people sunbathing or swimming, and there they are all in black beneath the blistering sun -_-;;
we got outta the pool at about 6.30pm, had a shower then went for dinner across the hotel. there's a huge food court... which obsolutely sucks for penang standards. came back to the hotel, boys making clowns of themselves. farting at each other. what's the deal with guys and farting? O_o it was so bad (and really funny XD) to the point where you know what they'd do? wake up in the middle of the night when they feel the need to fart, go up to one of the boys (eg, my cousin gets up and goes to one of my brothers), wake him up and fart on his face. thank god they have /some/ respect for me. they didn't dare try. and of course, we must include the gaiety that goes on in the room.. my cousin has a flare of gaying every song there is in just seconds. quite hilarious some of them :P it's even funnier since he behaves all innocent and nice infront of the elders.. and behind closed doors, he's the naugtiest person around.
the next day, we all woke up at 8.45am to have breakfast. it's 2 free meals each room, and since there's 3 rooms, 4 of us plus my other cousin (girl) & uncle had breakfast. and as usual, before breakfast we're fighting for who's going into the bathroom first, and if the one who's gonna have a dump must go last or we'll all suffer the stench.. lol. if you haven't guessed by now, my family can be quite sick XP
after breakfast.. we lepaked a bit.. let the food digest.. and then we're in the pool again before noon, since there's water basketball. it was even more fun since there was more people. a lot of japanese around too. apparently it's their "golden week" or something. 3 days holidays, like us, so there was them, and us, and the orang "red-skinned" putihs.. hehe. ok ok, i'm not dissing them or anything. just that they remind me of defeathered chickens XD probably should refer those who sunbath as orang merah instead.
this time we spent a little more time in the pool. cause after water basket ball, we came out for about 2 hours and jumped back in for another 3 more when it was time for water volleyball. burnt my nose, cheeks... shoulders. okay, i admit i didn't put any "sun-block" but just cream. so it's my fault. but my brother looks the same as me and he put on sun-block so.... meh. at least i saved myself the torture of the smell :P
had dinner. blah blah. sat at the beach at night.... til about 1.30am when my dad called me and asked where were we (the kids basically). we're gone to the club for dinner, followed by karaoke, which was 'killing me softly with their words' (pun intented, assuming you even got it -_-) so we "kids" left to go back earlier.
the next morning was a replica of the previous morning. bathroom, breakfast, pool.. except this time i didn't go in since i didn't want to go thru the hassle of washing my hair from more chlorin, getting my already burnt skin charred and that it was only for the water basketball since we were checking out that afternoon. we stayed at my aunt's place that night. we mostly spent the day at her house. lazying about. doing nothing. we were quite tired with the swimming n all. we did go out for dinner, and that was it.
we left penang at 9am, stopped by at ipoh (since we didn't the first time around) for 2 hours and continued our journey back home. i also managed to finally finish reading "the poet" today on my way back. wow.. what a plot!! didn't think the last 50 pages or so would actually make a lot of difference. reached home at 2.30pm. home sweet home XD
and now, i shall plop onto the my most excellent bed, with my most excellent pillows and bloster and sleeeeeeeep~~ XD
it was a fun long weekend... really nice. we had planned to go on saturday to ipoh and so on, but actually, we didn't. we were on our way. left the house at 8.30 to have breakfast first and then go to on our way. as soon as we took the sg buloh toll.. a few kilometers down the highway and we were stuck in a jam. on the highway. @_@
we'd exited at rawang since we thought it was pointless... going at 5km/h was not worth it. and my uncle told us it was jammed all the way to penang. what a clown. it wasn't jammed til there. my cousin who took a bus to penang said the jam was only until a rest area at rawang and it was free flowing. ish. so we headed back and stayed the rest of the day at home. luggage nicely roasting (int he afternoon) in the booth of course :p
so sunday we finally left on our way, again, at 9am and no jam this time. it was fine until we reached the penang bridge. there was a small accident and it took us 20 minutes just to cross it -_-;; lucky us, we were at the bridge around noon because in the newspaper the next day, one guy said he was stuck on the bridge for 1 1/2 hours and only crossed the bridge at 2pm ^^;;
we had lunch at one of the hawker stalls then headed for the hotel, since check-in time was only at 2pm. we got to the hotel, chucked our bags in our room (i shared the room with my 2 brothers & cousin). it was really nice since we had a balcony facing the pool, 2 twin beds plus we asked for another 2 single beds. so we were quite comfortable. only problem was those 3 guys... are well guys. so you cannot exclude a messy room, wet bathroom, tiny *ahem* hairs all over the bathroom.... funny smells @_@ ...do i need to go on?
after chucking our bags... actually, we really did unpack. usually i'd just leave my clothes in the suitcase and take whatever i want from it whenever i want to but the boys were like, "but we always unpack!" looking at me as though i'm the weird one ^^; so we did, and of course the next thing is to jump into our swimwear and rush for the water volleyball at 3.30pm :)
fun as usual. the best part about these activities, you get to meet ppl (mostly old fellas lar... but we did have a mix... right to those whose feet can't even touch the bottom of the pool. it's only a max of 1.5m), none of them were... well, you know. potentitally eye catching, or something along those lines ^^; actually, there were.. just 2... middle east ones who reminded me of joseph fiennes (*drools*) who have a
we got outta the pool at about 6.30pm, had a shower then went for dinner across the hotel. there's a huge food court... which obsolutely sucks for penang standards. came back to the hotel, boys making clowns of themselves. farting at each other. what's the deal with guys and farting? O_o it was so bad (and really funny XD) to the point where you know what they'd do? wake up in the middle of the night when they feel the need to fart, go up to one of the boys (eg, my cousin gets up and goes to one of my brothers), wake him up and fart on his face. thank god they have /some/ respect for me. they didn't dare try. and of course, we must include the gaiety that goes on in the room.. my cousin has a flare of gaying every song there is in just seconds. quite hilarious some of them :P it's even funnier since he behaves all innocent and nice infront of the elders.. and behind closed doors, he's the naugtiest person around.
the next day, we all woke up at 8.45am to have breakfast. it's 2 free meals each room, and since there's 3 rooms, 4 of us plus my other cousin (girl) & uncle had breakfast. and as usual, before breakfast we're fighting for who's going into the bathroom first, and if the one who's gonna have a dump must go last or we'll all suffer the stench.. lol. if you haven't guessed by now, my family can be quite sick XP
after breakfast.. we lepaked a bit.. let the food digest.. and then we're in the pool again before noon, since there's water basketball. it was even more fun since there was more people. a lot of japanese around too. apparently it's their "golden week" or something. 3 days holidays, like us, so there was them, and us, and the orang "red-skinned" putihs.. hehe. ok ok, i'm not dissing them or anything. just that they remind me of defeathered chickens XD probably should refer those who sunbath as orang merah instead.
this time we spent a little more time in the pool. cause after water basket ball, we came out for about 2 hours and jumped back in for another 3 more when it was time for water volleyball. burnt my nose, cheeks... shoulders. okay, i admit i didn't put any "sun-block" but just cream. so it's my fault. but my brother looks the same as me and he put on sun-block so.... meh. at least i saved myself the torture of the smell :P
had dinner. blah blah. sat at the beach at night.... til about 1.30am when my dad called me and asked where were we (the kids basically). we're gone to the club for dinner, followed by karaoke, which was 'killing me softly with their words' (pun intented, assuming you even got it -_-) so we "kids" left to go back earlier.
the next morning was a replica of the previous morning. bathroom, breakfast, pool.. except this time i didn't go in since i didn't want to go thru the hassle of washing my hair from more chlorin, getting my already burnt skin charred and that it was only for the water basketball since we were checking out that afternoon. we stayed at my aunt's place that night. we mostly spent the day at her house. lazying about. doing nothing. we were quite tired with the swimming n all. we did go out for dinner, and that was it.
we left penang at 9am, stopped by at ipoh (since we didn't the first time around) for 2 hours and continued our journey back home. i also managed to finally finish reading "the poet" today on my way back. wow.. what a plot!! didn't think the last 50 pages or so would actually make a lot of difference. reached home at 2.30pm. home sweet home XD
and now, i shall plop onto the my most excellent bed, with my most excellent pillows and bloster and sleeeeeeeep~~ XD
Saturday, May 01, 2004
[ away on a trip ]
i be gone for the next couple of days. this be the last time i go online until i come back either tuesday or wednesday T_T. must find ways to entertain and distract myself from the addiction to the feel of a keyboard under my fingers, my fav mp3s playing on my fav cute speakers, surfing and.... chatting ^^;
pictures, doubtful though i'll be using my old camera. yes the non-digital one :p
in the midst to burn a cd to be listened to on the way to ipoh (will be there on sat) then we'll head on over to penang on sunday. haven't been in ipoh for ages... hope it be fun ^^
the only thing i remember of ipoh is when i was younger and we were travelling to penang thru the old roads, ie there was no highway then... (yeah yeah, i'm old!) and we met in an accident. wasn't really that bad because we had our handy dandy, hardy sturdy proton saga. they don't make cars as good as they used to XD. we're still hesitating to sell it off!
ok ok, so i won't be around. don't miss me.. and if there's any goss... pls do update this useless gossip monger/collector/listener/updater aight? ;)
i be gone for the next couple of days. this be the last time i go online until i come back either tuesday or wednesday T_T. must find ways to entertain and distract myself from the addiction to the feel of a keyboard under my fingers, my fav mp3s playing on my fav cute speakers, surfing and.... chatting ^^;
pictures, doubtful though i'll be using my old camera. yes the non-digital one :p
in the midst to burn a cd to be listened to on the way to ipoh (will be there on sat) then we'll head on over to penang on sunday. haven't been in ipoh for ages... hope it be fun ^^
the only thing i remember of ipoh is when i was younger and we were travelling to penang thru the old roads, ie there was no highway then... (yeah yeah, i'm old!) and we met in an accident. wasn't really that bad because we had our handy dandy, hardy sturdy proton saga. they don't make cars as good as they used to XD. we're still hesitating to sell it off!
ok ok, so i won't be around. don't miss me.. and if there's any goss... pls do update this useless gossip monger/collector/listener/updater aight? ;)
Monday, April 26, 2004
so much for trusting ppl...
i'm find thanks and erm.... really, honestly XD quite stupid of me! i shouldn't have put this entry up in the begining. it's the hormones i tell you ^^;;;
just goes and plays with your emotions :p
*bounces* ~(^_^~) ~(^_^)~ (~^_^)~ *bounces*
speaking of scandals.... the more you live, the more you find out that this world isn't as normal as you may think it is. there's so many types of ppl with all kinds of scandalous events taking place, it's so funny. lol.
today i found out someone "big" in my community got some poison letter. that is, somebody from the inside slipped a letter regarding another person in the community to everyone's (ie, our community) news letter. the letter was obviously bad mouthing him n all lar. quite the funny :p
that's it from me ^^v
Quizzing time~
1. Sleep with or without clothes on?
With clothes.
2. Prefer black or blue pens?
Blue. Black seems to boring and i find it harder to notice like say if you're filling up a form which is already black & white and if you use blue, you can notice easily the stuff you filled in.
3. Dress up on Halloween?
Never did but... why not.
4. Like to travel?
Anytime :) In fact, i'm off to Penang again this weekend for abour 4 days... thats long O_o;;
5. Like someone?
Not at the moment. Really.
6. Does he/she know?
Who? :P
7. Sleep on your side?
Err... i always sleep in the left side of the bed... or is it right... wait, if i'm laying flat on my back on the bed, then it's the right. Yeah.
8. Think you're attractive?
Nope.
9. Want to marry?
In the future.. with the right person.
10. Who?
Refer to #9.
11. Are you a good student?
Well... yes & no :P
12. Are you currently in a relationship?
Refer to #5.
13. Are you involved in sports?
Sports...... unless you count the gym as a sport ^^;
15. Christmas or Halloween?
Christmas. It's nicer, warmer, more together-getherness... :)
16.Colored or black-and-white photo?
Black & White, more dramatic ^^
17. Do long distance relationships work?
Not a big fan of this kinda situations but... i guess for some people, it does work.
18. Do you believe in astrology?
Not the western kind.
19. Do you believe in God?
Of course.
20. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Lol.... love at first sight... hahahaha!!!! *cough* Err.. I haven't experienced such a thing so, until then, no.
21. Do you consider yourself the life of the party?
Depends on the people, whether there are already the "lifes" of the party present and whether i'm to making a fool out of myself and being all sociable.
22. Do you drink?
Water, everyday. Soft drinks, sometimes. Alcohol, rarely.
23. Do you have a car?
Not mine, but i drive 'em.
24. Do you have a job?
Parents: ?__?
Me: don't look at me like that!!
25. Do you make fun of people?
Sure... :P (but only non cry babies)
26.Do you think dreams eventually come true?
Yes, if you try hard enough.
27. Fave thing to do?
at the moment: play gun bound XD
otherwise: surf
28. Fave breakfast food?
something sweet.. but i hardly eat breakfast.
29. Fave Candy?
Is chocolate candy? Otherwise, Gummi Bears... bouncing here and there and everywhere~~
30. Fave Vacation spot?
The beach.. but NOT PD! >_< Hehe.. i'm going to Penang XD
31. Favorite body part of the opposite/same sex:
long hair XD XD XD (OMG serena!!!! XD)
hehe... no lar, i actually like hands first, then t3h ub3r l0ng h41rs
32. Favorite cartoon?
Anime: GITS, Last Exile... etc
Cartoon: The Simpsons
33. Go to the movies or rent?
Movies.... but damn the censorship board! >_<
34. Have you ever moved?
Yeah.. 3 times. Rented a house when i was in standard 1 (from tmn rainbow to bangsar), then bought a house a year later (in bangsar), then shifted to another house temproarily in form 4 for a year while my house was on renovation (also around the same area, then shifted back in form 5... 2 months before spm ^^;)
35. Have you ever stolen anything (from a store)?
m-a-y-b-e..... XP
36. How's the weather right now?
not bad.. it's sunny, but i feel cool enuf since i had a shower a while ago :)
37. Hug or kiss?
Hugs
38. Last person you talked to on the phone?
My mother
39. Last time you showered?
LOL... 1 hour ago.
40. Loud or soft music?
Both.
41. McDonalds or Burger King?
McDonalds.
42. More romantic; baths or showers?
BATHS!!! XD (not going to say anymore than that :P)
43. Night or day?
Night.
44. Number of Pillows?
2 big ones, 1 small one and a bloster.
45. Piano or guitar?
Piano: because of all the great composers and movies which feature pianists (esp 'the pianist')
Guitar: because all great modern bands like rhcp, tonnes of anime songs... a lot lar
so verdict: both (otherwise i wouldn't learn to play 'em both XD)
1. Sleep with or without clothes on?
With clothes.
2. Prefer black or blue pens?
Blue. Black seems to boring and i find it harder to notice like say if you're filling up a form which is already black & white and if you use blue, you can notice easily the stuff you filled in.
3. Dress up on Halloween?
Never did but... why not.
4. Like to travel?
Anytime :) In fact, i'm off to Penang again this weekend for abour 4 days... thats long O_o;;
5. Like someone?
Not at the moment. Really.
6. Does he/she know?
Who? :P
7. Sleep on your side?
Err... i always sleep in the left side of the bed... or is it right... wait, if i'm laying flat on my back on the bed, then it's the right. Yeah.
8. Think you're attractive?
Nope.
9. Want to marry?
In the future.. with the right person.
10. Who?
Refer to #9.
11. Are you a good student?
Well... yes & no :P
12. Are you currently in a relationship?
Refer to #5.
13. Are you involved in sports?
Sports...... unless you count the gym as a sport ^^;
15. Christmas or Halloween?
Christmas. It's nicer, warmer, more together-getherness... :)
16.Colored or black-and-white photo?
Black & White, more dramatic ^^
17. Do long distance relationships work?
Not a big fan of this kinda situations but... i guess for some people, it does work.
18. Do you believe in astrology?
Not the western kind.
19. Do you believe in God?
Of course.
20. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Lol.... love at first sight... hahahaha!!!! *cough* Err.. I haven't experienced such a thing so, until then, no.
21. Do you consider yourself the life of the party?
Depends on the people, whether there are already the "lifes" of the party present and whether i'm to making a fool out of myself and being all sociable.
22. Do you drink?
Water, everyday. Soft drinks, sometimes. Alcohol, rarely.
23. Do you have a car?
Not mine, but i drive 'em.
24. Do you have a job?
Parents: ?__?
Me: don't look at me like that!!
25. Do you make fun of people?
Sure... :P (but only non cry babies)
26.Do you think dreams eventually come true?
Yes, if you try hard enough.
27. Fave thing to do?
at the moment: play gun bound XD
otherwise: surf
28. Fave breakfast food?
something sweet.. but i hardly eat breakfast.
29. Fave Candy?
Is chocolate candy? Otherwise, Gummi Bears... bouncing here and there and everywhere~~
30. Fave Vacation spot?
The beach.. but NOT PD! >_< Hehe.. i'm going to Penang XD
31. Favorite body part of the opposite/same sex:
long hair XD XD XD (OMG serena!!!! XD)
hehe... no lar, i actually like hands first, then t3h ub3r l0ng h41rs
32. Favorite cartoon?
Anime: GITS, Last Exile... etc
Cartoon: The Simpsons
33. Go to the movies or rent?
Movies.... but damn the censorship board! >_<
34. Have you ever moved?
Yeah.. 3 times. Rented a house when i was in standard 1 (from tmn rainbow to bangsar), then bought a house a year later (in bangsar), then shifted to another house temproarily in form 4 for a year while my house was on renovation (also around the same area, then shifted back in form 5... 2 months before spm ^^;)
35. Have you ever stolen anything (from a store)?
m-a-y-b-e..... XP
36. How's the weather right now?
not bad.. it's sunny, but i feel cool enuf since i had a shower a while ago :)
37. Hug or kiss?
Hugs
38. Last person you talked to on the phone?
My mother
39. Last time you showered?
LOL... 1 hour ago.
40. Loud or soft music?
Both.
41. McDonalds or Burger King?
McDonalds.
42. More romantic; baths or showers?
BATHS!!! XD (not going to say anymore than that :P)
43. Night or day?
Night.
44. Number of Pillows?
2 big ones, 1 small one and a bloster.
45. Piano or guitar?
Piano: because of all the great composers and movies which feature pianists (esp 'the pianist')
Guitar: because all great modern bands like rhcp, tonnes of anime songs... a lot lar
so verdict: both (otherwise i wouldn't learn to play 'em both XD)
Saturday, April 24, 2004
uploaded ready steady go by l'arc en ciel. should i say finally? :P
well, i do hope it's the correct one. managed to get it from set-chan, who got it from xy who got it from.... i think.. a cd?? (set said pv.. but i have no idea what that is ^^;;)
well, i do hope it's the correct one. managed to get it from set-chan, who got it from xy who got it from.... i think.. a cd?? (set said pv.. but i have no idea what that is ^^;;)
Friday, April 23, 2004
[ late but... more outing updates ]
Saturday:
as planned, what was suppose to be a tiny gathering, ended having quite a number of us. mostly by coincidence and by kidchan's bad planning. lol :p
i was the first to arrive klcc, roughly 12.45pm (?), and since no one was around yet, i picked up my sugarcoat. sure did burn a BIG hole in my wallet by hey, it was worth every cent! the pictures are soooooo beautiful and everything. 100 over pictures of drool worthy bishounens (save for a couple of katsuragi's here and there... and also not forgetting the transvestite doctor, iragashi), a cd with screensavers, icons, wallpapers, postcards... (etc?) and the best part is minekura added a section where she explained about each picture. pretty nifty eh? however, i can't read japanese so, it's kinda useless to me, until i do something about it :p
after gan arrived, he went to collect his orders as well and guess what i saw in this month's animage? innocence along with a spring 2004 dvd. they have a sanzo pinup (well, sort of) and some info on reload. the issue is majorly on gits, and their character designs. pretty cool for those who are interested in them. and of course a dvd... which according to MW has an appleseed trailer and a bunch of other stuffs... was hoping for more GITS. oh yeah... got that mag too :p
so while waiting for dm to arrive, gan, my empty wallet & i saw harle. since she didn't know what we looked like.. we decided to follow her around the shop :) basically stalk her and freak her out a bit. but we were also unsure whether it /was/ her or not. but it was, once dm came and recognized her for us ^^
opened an ro artbook (guilt-free) just to drool over the beautiful pictures while waiting for tass85 (dm's friend) and after that.. it was a whole mess of miscommunications. kidchan calling/sms-ing dm, back & forth.. meeting who who dunno where when.... etc. so when we finally sat down to have lunch, kemu, keitsu & michelle had joined us. and while eating.. bmj passed by us and was like "wha.... what you guys doing here?". basically... kidchan made 4 plans with 4 different groups of ppl and have all now met at klcc. and so kidchan, toin-girl & himi met us at the food court.
after food court, we adjourned to the playground where we terrorized it like little kids. well, not me lar.. i dunno about the rest ,*ahem*, so much so a guard came up to us and said those net thingies are meant only for kids :P it was about to rain so 4 of us decided to go back into klcc, the other kino. the rest lingered at the park.. and a few went back.. a few met us at kino. and by 5pm it was time for me to go home... get sardined in the lrt WITH NO AIRCON smelling all the wonderful odours and into the rain. well, i didn't get wet... just a bit :p
Wednesday:
went to that god-forsaken college... lol, well, i still hate them... to sign up for the graduation ceremony.
lady: how many guests?
me: 5
lady: 5? O_o
me: ....
lady: can, can... just making sure ^^;
for my friend's case it was the other way round
lady: how many guests?
she: 2
lady: you can invite more than 2... like 3, 4, 5, 6....
she: errr.. just 2 ^^;
after paying, went to the 'collection' counter, showed her my ticket and another lady asked me to try on size L. well, if anyone doesn't already know, i'm not small/short/petite... etc. and the only other size is M. wore the thing and felt like batman! XD lady check the shoulder, all was fine so she went to get a new one. left it with her first since i had to go to the 2nd floor to register for the hacker course. did that, went to the cashier on the 1st floor, paid, picked my gown and left... all the while wearing sneakers, t-shirt & cargo-pants and getting away with it. mwahahhaahaha! XD
my college has a no jeans/sneakers/slippers/t-shirt rule.
yep.. that other than that...
1. outing this sunday = unsure.
2. trip to penang from may 1st - 4th (me thinks) = high chances of going.
3. added bratja lyrics
4. added bartja mp3 (for rylands.. and whoever else who wants to leech)
toodles~
Saturday:
as planned, what was suppose to be a tiny gathering, ended having quite a number of us. mostly by coincidence and by kidchan's bad planning. lol :p
i was the first to arrive klcc, roughly 12.45pm (?), and since no one was around yet, i picked up my sugarcoat. sure did burn a BIG hole in my wallet by hey, it was worth every cent! the pictures are soooooo beautiful and everything. 100 over pictures of drool worthy bishounens (save for a couple of katsuragi's here and there... and also not forgetting the transvestite doctor, iragashi), a cd with screensavers, icons, wallpapers, postcards... (etc?) and the best part is minekura added a section where she explained about each picture. pretty nifty eh? however, i can't read japanese so, it's kinda useless to me, until i do something about it :p
after gan arrived, he went to collect his orders as well and guess what i saw in this month's animage? innocence along with a spring 2004 dvd. they have a sanzo pinup (well, sort of) and some info on reload. the issue is majorly on gits, and their character designs. pretty cool for those who are interested in them. and of course a dvd... which according to MW has an appleseed trailer and a bunch of other stuffs... was hoping for more GITS. oh yeah... got that mag too :p
so while waiting for dm to arrive, gan, my empty wallet & i saw harle. since she didn't know what we looked like.. we decided to follow her around the shop :) basically stalk her and freak her out a bit. but we were also unsure whether it /was/ her or not. but it was, once dm came and recognized her for us ^^
opened an ro artbook (guilt-free) just to drool over the beautiful pictures while waiting for tass85 (dm's friend) and after that.. it was a whole mess of miscommunications. kidchan calling/sms-ing dm, back & forth.. meeting who who dunno where when.... etc. so when we finally sat down to have lunch, kemu, keitsu & michelle had joined us. and while eating.. bmj passed by us and was like "wha.... what you guys doing here?". basically... kidchan made 4 plans with 4 different groups of ppl and have all now met at klcc. and so kidchan, toin-girl & himi met us at the food court.
after food court, we adjourned to the playground where we terrorized it like little kids. well, not me lar.. i dunno about the rest ,*ahem*, so much so a guard came up to us and said those net thingies are meant only for kids :P it was about to rain so 4 of us decided to go back into klcc, the other kino. the rest lingered at the park.. and a few went back.. a few met us at kino. and by 5pm it was time for me to go home... get sardined in the lrt WITH NO AIRCON smelling all the wonderful odours and into the rain. well, i didn't get wet... just a bit :p
Wednesday:
went to that god-forsaken college... lol, well, i still hate them... to sign up for the graduation ceremony.
lady: how many guests?
me: 5
lady: 5? O_o
me: ....
lady: can, can... just making sure ^^;
for my friend's case it was the other way round
lady: how many guests?
she: 2
lady: you can invite more than 2... like 3, 4, 5, 6....
she: errr.. just 2 ^^;
after paying, went to the 'collection' counter, showed her my ticket and another lady asked me to try on size L. well, if anyone doesn't already know, i'm not small/short/petite... etc. and the only other size is M. wore the thing and felt like batman! XD lady check the shoulder, all was fine so she went to get a new one. left it with her first since i had to go to the 2nd floor to register for the hacker course. did that, went to the cashier on the 1st floor, paid, picked my gown and left... all the while wearing sneakers, t-shirt & cargo-pants and getting away with it. mwahahhaahaha! XD
my college has a no jeans/sneakers/slippers/t-shirt rule.
yep.. that other than that...
1. outing this sunday = unsure.
2. trip to penang from may 1st - 4th (me thinks) = high chances of going.
3. added bratja lyrics
4. added bartja mp3 (for rylands.. and whoever else who wants to leech)
toodles~