finally i'm assigned to a supervisor... dunno who the heck he is. will be meeting him on wednesday to get his opinion on my project title. see lar, whether he approves of it or not. if not, i've no idea what i'm gonna do... otherwise, i gotta start my work. in fact i think i better do just that from tmr [tomorrow] onwards.
-= go check out: come along by titiyo =-
i like norah jones. she has an excellent voice.. nice music too.. but to just win all the awards is plain rubbish. so one-sided. c'mon, give chance to the others lar!! not that i like 'em or what... even if my favorite band had won 5 awards i wouldn't be happy. i mean i would be, but still not as happy if they'd won just half of what they were nominated for.
well, that's all. have to email some ppl... and i'm finding a difficulty in doing so.
Friday, February 28, 2003
Tuesday, February 25, 2003
aaarrrrgggghhhhh!!!!!!!!!
ch'. i can't believe i'm in the same shit again!!!! a lecturer told me today that those who did on p2p the last time didn't do so well. what is that spose to mean????? should i change my topic again??? damnit. just when you think all's fine. i mean, i don't want just a simple okaylah-can-pass project!! how am i spose to aim for 1st class if its only a "do-able" project. that's what my lecturer told me. do-able... do-able.... DO-frickin-ABLE!!!
well, i can only hold on to one thing, and one thing only. my friend said if everyone else didn't do so well, "then you do it well lar!!". well, i didn't look at it that way. i spose there is still hope. but i still gotta wait for an approval. urgh. and now with more assignments & class exercises & projects coming along....
blah!
ch'. i can't believe i'm in the same shit again!!!! a lecturer told me today that those who did on p2p the last time didn't do so well. what is that spose to mean????? should i change my topic again??? damnit. just when you think all's fine. i mean, i don't want just a simple okaylah-can-pass project!! how am i spose to aim for 1st class if its only a "do-able" project. that's what my lecturer told me. do-able... do-able.... DO-frickin-ABLE!!!
well, i can only hold on to one thing, and one thing only. my friend said if everyone else didn't do so well, "then you do it well lar!!". well, i didn't look at it that way. i spose there is still hope. but i still gotta wait for an approval. urgh. and now with more assignments & class exercises & projects coming along....
blah!
hmm... didn't exactly continue off from where i left. well, who cares anyways.
its been a hectic couple of days, trying to figure out what to do for the final year project. yeah, i know.. seems boring that i'm always talking about it but i shall soon stop [roughly 8 months time okay?] :þ
i've finally decided to go with a different idea altogether. i don't know why i got so worked up when it was only a proposal, it'll have to be approved first before anything else. there's no marks for it. i'm really looking at a 1st class, that's why i wanna do my best. at least for once, i wanna do my very very best and not just the average.
erm, so my new title is 'file sharing application for the malaysian public'. yes, i'm from malaysia if you don't already know, but that doesn't quite matter anyways. what i'm trying to do is implement this software either into schools or for the younger generation of malaysia.
-= go check out: gotta get thru this [acoustic version] by Daniel Beddingfield =-
a wonderful person whom answered my question at a local newsgroup regarding p2p has been such a great help. i just thought i'd say this because i was just reading an email he sent me and my gosh... there IS a god! :) okay, i knew that... and no i'm not always angsty whereby i hate the world or anything, but sometimes it does sucks and it happens to everyone and we'll just have to live with that fact!
my dear friend has left for australia... leaving me with no life. haha.. well, yes... i miss her already. what am i gonna do on nights i'm free??? isk... oh well, have to look for new ways to entertain my days/nights!
i'm gonna have class in 1/2 hr and haven't practised all week.. gonna get scolding for sure *grins*.
my brother just calls me to tell me something about class later and before he says bye he tells me to drive safely... sheesh.. baka... well, that's because he was spose to walk for tuition and i told him much earlier to "cross the roads carefully & don't get run down by cars". he's 19 in case you're wondering. big buffalo who can take care of himself? of course!! :þ
-= another song to check out: strange and beautiful by aqualung =-
uh, that's all i have to say. ja!
its been a hectic couple of days, trying to figure out what to do for the final year project. yeah, i know.. seems boring that i'm always talking about it but i shall soon stop [roughly 8 months time okay?] :þ
i've finally decided to go with a different idea altogether. i don't know why i got so worked up when it was only a proposal, it'll have to be approved first before anything else. there's no marks for it. i'm really looking at a 1st class, that's why i wanna do my best. at least for once, i wanna do my very very best and not just the average.
erm, so my new title is 'file sharing application for the malaysian public'. yes, i'm from malaysia if you don't already know, but that doesn't quite matter anyways. what i'm trying to do is implement this software either into schools or for the younger generation of malaysia.
-= go check out: gotta get thru this [acoustic version] by Daniel Beddingfield =-
a wonderful person whom answered my question at a local newsgroup regarding p2p has been such a great help. i just thought i'd say this because i was just reading an email he sent me and my gosh... there IS a god! :) okay, i knew that... and no i'm not always angsty whereby i hate the world or anything, but sometimes it does sucks and it happens to everyone and we'll just have to live with that fact!
my dear friend has left for australia... leaving me with no life. haha.. well, yes... i miss her already. what am i gonna do on nights i'm free??? isk... oh well, have to look for new ways to entertain my days/nights!
i'm gonna have class in 1/2 hr and haven't practised all week.. gonna get scolding for sure *grins*.
my brother just calls me to tell me something about class later and before he says bye he tells me to drive safely... sheesh.. baka... well, that's because he was spose to walk for tuition and i told him much earlier to "cross the roads carefully & don't get run down by cars". he's 19 in case you're wondering. big buffalo who can take care of himself? of course!! :þ
-= another song to check out: strange and beautiful by aqualung =-
uh, that's all i have to say. ja!
Wednesday, February 19, 2003
going out in a while... will write a bit later.
still have to search for fy project title... but at least now i have a slight idea as to what i wanna do. probs create a program for nokia phone. what do you think? sounds cool eh? well, it isn't. trust me! anyone out there reading this, if you have an idea you'd like to post to me [anything at all] do let me know before tomorrow night, thanks.
i have more hope today than i did yesterday. yesterday was a piece of shit. i think i'm gonna go thru one of those phases [ie, bad ones] soon. i can feel it coming. and this time, it's definitely worse than the last [you'll know what i mean if you read my fic].
ciao.
still have to search for fy project title... but at least now i have a slight idea as to what i wanna do. probs create a program for nokia phone. what do you think? sounds cool eh? well, it isn't. trust me! anyone out there reading this, if you have an idea you'd like to post to me [anything at all] do let me know before tomorrow night, thanks.
i have more hope today than i did yesterday. yesterday was a piece of shit. i think i'm gonna go thru one of those phases [ie, bad ones] soon. i can feel it coming. and this time, it's definitely worse than the last [you'll know what i mean if you read my fic].
ciao.
Tuesday, February 18, 2003
there's so many things to write, so many things to do but so little time.
everytime, some lecturer always screws up with my name [on the first day/ first time they pronouce it]. is it really that difficult? as usual i always put my foot in my mouth. embarass myself for no reason. seriously, why DO i do that?? urgh! i can be very stupid sometimes. not referring to anything in particular, but just in general.
still haven't thought of my project title. not enuf time. by the time i get home from college its late, and i'm expected to go out with my friend who's leaving on thursday. well, i do wanna go because she's leaving.. won't be seeing her til probs the end of this yr. by the time i come home, have dinner... its late like now [11.22pm] and i don't feel like searching for a fy project title.
my dad really pissed me off just now. well, i'm not exactly happy with him to begin with. whatever. i don't care anymore. but whenever i hate a person, i can't hate them for long.. i end up being nice again. to hell with everyone who has pissed me off.. but never really lasts for long, does it? fuck it all... my new motto.
i don't use the word in everyday speaking. in fact i never, except once... recently.. and that was because whilst i was watching a movie [40 days & 40 nights] they had the english subs on and i have this habit of reading it even though the movie IS in english and i accidently read out the line which went like this "what the fuck.... ". typical line eh? my brother just looked at me one kind and started making fun. whatever! its not the end of the world...
i don't care anymore... but i do care as well. i'm so fickle somebody do NOT give me anythign to decide on... not a very good decision maker. the worst of its kind actually. arghh.. whatever [another addition to most used words in my vocab recently]. sounds stupid though. i should stop using it.
wasting time typing. stopping here..... now.... bye.
everytime, some lecturer always screws up with my name [on the first day/ first time they pronouce it]. is it really that difficult? as usual i always put my foot in my mouth. embarass myself for no reason. seriously, why DO i do that?? urgh! i can be very stupid sometimes. not referring to anything in particular, but just in general.
still haven't thought of my project title. not enuf time. by the time i get home from college its late, and i'm expected to go out with my friend who's leaving on thursday. well, i do wanna go because she's leaving.. won't be seeing her til probs the end of this yr. by the time i come home, have dinner... its late like now [11.22pm] and i don't feel like searching for a fy project title.
my dad really pissed me off just now. well, i'm not exactly happy with him to begin with. whatever. i don't care anymore. but whenever i hate a person, i can't hate them for long.. i end up being nice again. to hell with everyone who has pissed me off.. but never really lasts for long, does it? fuck it all... my new motto.
i don't use the word in everyday speaking. in fact i never, except once... recently.. and that was because whilst i was watching a movie [40 days & 40 nights] they had the english subs on and i have this habit of reading it even though the movie IS in english and i accidently read out the line which went like this "what the fuck.... ". typical line eh? my brother just looked at me one kind and started making fun. whatever! its not the end of the world...
i don't care anymore... but i do care as well. i'm so fickle somebody do NOT give me anythign to decide on... not a very good decision maker. the worst of its kind actually. arghh.. whatever [another addition to most used words in my vocab recently]. sounds stupid though. i should stop using it.
wasting time typing. stopping here..... now.... bye.
