Tuesday, September 30, 2003

noooooo.....!!!!!

what kinda ending was that?? what kind of... gah! they better be having more episodes for get backers in the future. such disappointment! <_<


36 hours. yep, that's exactly how long i've been up. i think i should sleep... but i don't want to yet. it's like so strange to sleep early after weeks of sleeping at 2-3am. tmr will be a sleep-full day :)

all i'm gonna do is sleeeep~
ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
ooooooooooooooooooooooooooo



that's me bouncing :)
5 more sections to go....

i'm hungry, i'm tired and i don't think i can sleep tonight X__X
it'll officially ALL be over in exactly 12 hours. but of course my intentions are to hand in the project much before that. don't wanna take risks!

Monday, September 29, 2003

9pm already!!! argghh.....

25% left to go. what a sucky day. what a sucky day indeed. the funny thing was, when i didn't need to refine my program i actually did it and what i couldn't get working last time, sorta works now. oh the irony!

well, still have about 10 more sections to do. *_*

have to print also, bind... burn cd.. i want this to be over!!!



thanks enervate :O)
24 hours left to go...

that means, i have to finish one section in one hour. still have 40% left of the documentation to go *_*
i ter-overslept. was suppose to wake up at 8am and i didn't hear my alarm ring. arghh... 4 precious hours gone.
35 1/2 hours to go...

Sunday, September 28, 2003

tired... i don't want to do anymore work!!

almost had a fight with my brother about the pc. wish i didn't have to share. damnit. some people just don't understand the importance of one's project work. to him, just because i've been on the pc for god knows how many hours means it's long and it's his turn. hello???? wait lar til that idiot gets project and have to suffer. you think what? i like this shit? of course not!

stupid laptop also another one. but i need to be online because while writing i have to refer to online resources. if i didn't have to, then i don't really care if he uses the pc or not. it's only documentation. whatever that's in my brain and in my program and whatever that took place in the last 9 months needs to be documented.

i had a plan & list of things to write for my documentation. and as usual, i'll most probably chuck out the extras because i won't have time to finish them all. have to do a lot more today. still a lot left. thank god there's tmr too... have to finish everything by 2pm on tuesday. that includes printing, binding, burning the stuffs onto the cd...

8pm already. 7 more hours to sleep time. and 12 hours to go back to documentation time!! can't wait til this is over...
okay, uploaded the pics already... they're available here or check the "stuffs" bit where the links are.

one advice though... never take pictures when you've not had proper sleep in the last few weeks. urgh.. i hate the pics of me in it. looking like a bloody panda. @_@

Saturday, September 27, 2003

tired..... i'm just too tired.

will blog about the axn anime fextival tmr when i'm a little more awake. add some pictures which i took as well. but i have to say, i had a great deal of fun today. got too meet a whole bunch of people, got shocked out of my life because well, after talking and knowing a person you haven't met for months and your mind sorta creates it's very own image of the supposed person and when you actually see the person you just... go into shock. yeah, all i could say was... "oh my god!!!" and then words failed me.

hahaha.. was refering to you lar... who else? :p everyone else looked pretty much the same, from the pics taken during cosmas of course.

at the moment, i'm partially deaf [due to the huge speaker which was just a few inches away from my right ear] and having a [well, almost there] sore throat. practically shouting on top of my lungs :)

so fun...


going back to do more work... a bit [a lot more like it] left behind!
@_@ <-- panda [genma]
@_@ <-- me

Friday, September 26, 2003

[ utter madness ]

C: i hate writing in 3rd person form. i want to use I I I I I I I!! I Hate FYP!!
labrynth: you think i LURVE it?
C: maybe :P
labrynth: belah lar you... as if!!!
C: hahaha! i purposely said that coz i am mad already
labrynth: i know... i was thinking of becoming buzz lightyear and flying around saying "to infinity and beyond!"
C: how? i want to use I. i dunno how to write without I
labrynth: say lar.. "according to the research done...."
C: i want to say i got a free copy of codewarrior
labrynth: say, "the author of this documentation got a free copy of codewarrior because after sticking to the 3rd person rule, she now speaks in such a way that where instead of saying a simple 'hi' she will say, 'C says hi' and due to her utter madness when she called the codewarrior people, they took pity on her and decided that in hope she would turn back to normal, they gave her a free copy. C says she is very happy. yeah, she says so!".
C: :))) C wants to sleep and play and eat and sleep and watch tv and play and sleep.
labrynth: according to labrynth (2003), it is mentioned that by the end of 4 days, most students in the intake of GF0321 will have brains, like the intake's numbers, decreased.. hence turning them into vegetables. the advantage of this however, there'll be more vegetables for those in need to eat, and less students coming out that year after their degree, so most job oppurtunities would indeed open up during that time (labrynth et. al, 2003)


i wonder if i'll be sane enough for tmr?!
[ must. work. hard ]

yeah, lots-o documentation left to do. actually TONNES! if i don't finish a certain amount by today, i'll have to leave much earlier from the axn af tmr.

tmr will be a day of.... meeting up and trading cds. lol! was just making a deal with a friend of mine. said he'll give me serial experiment lain (13 episodes) for my weiss kreuz gluhen (13 episode). nice trade eh? :) must remember to bring some of my other dvds/vcds as well. all in spreading the love for anime. yes, it's a peaceful animated world we live it. i'm talking nonsense again, aren't i?! o_O

want a slow & really jiwang hati guitar instrumental song? check out caravan from the chocolat ost. yeah, johnny depp is one of the guitarist. now, to find someone my own age who's just like him...


another 1/2 an hr til GB49 finishes downloading (",)V

Thursday, September 25, 2003

[ finally ]

yes, me is finally happy. happy because i met my supervisor... which i before that i had to go through hell first. and i was thinking, anything else bad gonna be happening today?

here's how it started.

just as i was about to sleep this morning... that would be around 1, :þ, i suddenly wondered if whether i had missed the meeting with my supervisor o_O. but then i remembered there was a blog entry yesterday about me telling my supervisor calling. this is what happens when someone calls me up before i wake up, i speak incoherently on the phone [i actually asked my supervisor whether today was thursday on wednesday -_-;] and with a mind that's still sleeping... i got some facts mixed up. so before i sleeping, i actually thought that it was already friday and i missed the meeting, but remembered that it was wednesday because i missed csi. yeah, my days are kept track by which show are being showed on tv for that day!

then woke up, blah blah blah, got ready to go to college to meet him except i went to the wrong campus. yeah, so stupid right! i thought he was gonna be in town but actually he went to the other campus. the other campus is the one i study at, the branch in town i've never been. so after going in there so obviously like i'm new or something, carrying my laptop bag like some dungu and not being able to find him, i remember he'd called my hp so i scrolled for recent received calls and called him. that's when i found out he was in the other campus. and that one is quite far so luckily he told me he was free today so i could meet him anytime.

i rushed home, got my car and drove to college, the other one. all the while i was thinking, though i thought to myself i shouldn't be thinking such things, hope something ELSE doesn't get in my way and stop me from meeting him. saw how many obstacles were in my path already? so i reached there safely all met him and came home happy :)

he saw the system and was quite happy with it.. i asked him if he can understand it, he said yes. because that is the most important thing for later when i present it to my accessor. he'll be able to help me out if anything goes wrong, sorta like be my support. i told him about some minor bugs he said as long as it's not fatal, it's okay... like the button which kept adding action listeners, he said that one no need to worry.

also the jxta... which i couldn't connect to. he said if on the day of presentation it was still down, then i do what i did like today. set up my laptop to show two programs running n all that stuff. that reminds me, i gotta do the installation guide. bleh! no all is left is my documentation. gotta write about 100 pages in the next 5 days. 20 pages a day. minus one for the axn festival... my fingers are so gonna be dead!


okies... going to start my brain engines to work. til then, adios!

Wednesday, September 24, 2003

today's my dad's birthday.... well, almost was already. 51 years, exactly 30 years older than me. and my grandma is exactly 50 years older than me. just felt like doing some math :)

all he did today was..... sleeeeeeeeep! so nice :p

goals accomplished today... 0. nada, zilch, nothing! i'm so useless. get backers last episode also stopped downloading after 8% -_-


*goes off to do table of contents*
get backer episode 49 is out!!! XD

....another 12 hours or so til download finishes -_-;
in exactly 6 days, everything must be ready, working and complete!

am meeting my supervisor tomorrow, he called me up this morning and instead of feeling hatred and giving him a piece of my mind, i think i was extra nice. nuts. well, he claims that he tried to reply my email last week a couple of times but the email bounced back. therefore i couldn't meet him earlier. but what i couldn't understand was, why didn't he just call me then? there's my hp number when i made the appointment, if he wasn't too lazy, he coulda just checked my profile or something.

well anyways, am gonna be showing him my crappy system, hopefully he's okay with it, and get some tips on the documentation from him. shit, i gotta do testing as well. argh! and help, and installation guide and......

6 more days and i'm free. that's right, keep reminding myself that. was talking to my grandmother earlier and she was asking me to go to my aunt's house this saturday since some guy is coming over to give a talk.. and i was torn. torn between telling her that i still had work, not telling her that i had other plans on that day and it just kills me when she says "it's only for 1 hour".

well, in normal cases, 1 hour becomes way more than that. how?! die lar like that. have to make sure also she doesn't know that i'm planning to go to the axn thingy, otherwise she'll merajuk and say, "yeah, you can go to mid valley but when i tell you to spend one hour for the talk you say you got work to do" >_<

this is so not good!


i've decided to set a goal for today [because if i don't, it's worse that i don't have a goal and would do less even though it's quite typical not to do anything to begin with], that way my subconscious would tell me that i have something to do.

1. layout of the toc
2. acknowledgement
3. introduction
4. storyboard

little parts, but something to get me started. see whether i'll actually finish these or not!

Tuesday, September 23, 2003

[ weiss quizzes ]

1. i have to watch the first weiss kreuz series to understand why those two!
crawfordxaya
CrawfordxAya: Mostly non-con, you like the idea of not total rape; you want Aya to get off just as much as you want Oracle to, so congratulations on /that/ point! Plus... come on. The sexiest (and only) leaders in the whole show, it's impossible to pass up this irresistable, if rare, pairing.

Your Weiss Kreuz Yaoi Pairing Is... brought to you by Quizilla


2. Uh huh.... though i prefer the gluhen look. here he still looks like a small boy.
aya

The (slightly more) In-Depth Weiss Kreuz Character Selector brought to you by Quizilla


3. You're Ran! Anti-social, cold, blood-thirsty. However, you have that something about you that draws people to you! Like your incredibly good looks and the sadness about you that draws the sensitive to you. You, however, hate the attention, of course...Good luck killing those Takatoris!

What Weiss Kreuz character are you? brought to you by Quizilla


so much for that... and now, i would like to take this time to say that my stupid supervisor can go to hell. can you believe this? he took MC today, without informing me that the appointment was canceled. wasted my time traveling all the way there. what a dumbass!! i thought at least by now i know how to get prepared for my presentation n all... but lookie here. that asshole of all mother asses didn't show up. this is the second time he's done this.

and to think i wanted to relax today. stupid piece of #*$^&@~!/$

Monday, September 22, 2003

my system is working again. found out a way to get connected! so my functions are actually in working order. i can't do the remove content so am leaving that out... unless my supervisor insists on it tmr. then the filter thing i'll be doing now. upload.. errr, dunno how to show and the media play can go to hell. hahaha!

yes, i feel like watching GB now, but am afraid if my mom catches me watching cartoon and not doing my work, she'll say something which would only make me guilty :)

[like... instead of doing your work, you're playing around] o_o;


already spent an hr at the forum. just had to close the page or i'll never leave! the main fellas [3 others excluding me] are there now so.... it's lively and chatty. well, will just read the new posts tomorrow when i come back home.

signed-up for telekom's hotspot. on rm10 a month, so much more reliable than my own stupid college's wireless connection. damn people. i tell you ah... i'm never gonna recommend people to go there. sure it's the most recognizable lar, blah blah blah... but still.... they're so frustrating. 4 years there is more than enough to give me unwanted unforgetable memories for life!! and don't ask me what college i'm in. haha!


okies... will be doing my filter, hopefully it works fine and then i'm gonna set up my laptop for tmr. my laptop also now giving me problem. CMOS batter is low it seems. well, what do you expect after almost 2 years. i have to change it as soon as possible. maybe i'll take my laptop with me on saturday. or maybe not. dun wanna be lugging that stupid heavy bag around the whole place.


and now for a quiz...


I'm Glühen Rex.

Which Weiß Kreuz Glühen Character Are You? @ Shakunetsu no Honoo.


uh huh... and i thought it was gonna be one of the guys :þ
i wasted an entire day, honestly the whole day doing my program and gave up on the new interface because no matter how much i try, it's still the same problem. so after i went back to the old program, i forgot which one it was since i had so many copies.

that took some time, and then after that [as far as i could remember i left it under working condition before starting the new interface] i tried the program and it didn't work. i spent hours looking at the damn codes over and over again, looking at each step as to what will perform what and thought it was okay but still i couldn't search for any files. and then, you know what i thought might be the problem??? huhh??? you wanna know what???!!! stupid jxta network was DOWN!

bloody hell! i thought this was the end. i was so gonna die if my program is not fully functioning by well, today [since it's already 1am]. i have a meeting with my supervisor, the person who's in charge of 70% of my marks for this entire project, and i have to show him something that is working and supposedly done 1 month ago. this is what last minute gets you.

last minute always goes bad at the last minute. everything can be working, but at the last minute, something will definitely f*ck up! i'm so sick of this college, so sick of the damn topic i chose. stupid, stupid and stupid! *pulls hairs out*

i haven't been sleeping properly in days, haven't been eating properly either well, because i have no mood to eat. i downloaded episode 48 of GB yesterday. the episode i was dying to watch since ban & akabane is gonna fight, but i haven't watched because i wasn't excited enuf. imagine that. usually i would sneak those 20mins in between my work just to watch it. and today, it didn't even cross my mind for more than 2 seconds.

well, just hoping... *remembers a certain malay phrase about harapan*

bah. whatever!
___


i'm drunk on johnny depp and thanks for the pat fenix... needed it! :p
going to sleep.... still can't watch my get backers :'(

Saturday, September 20, 2003

nothing's working.... *cries*

if by the end of today this new plan of mine does not work... i'm going back to the old buggy program and continue adding more bugs so that the bugger will just shut the hell up and work for once.
so unproductive. that's it.. i'm on a mission to re-do my codes. it's all screwed up at the moment. i shoulda done from the begining but of course, stupid me just loves dumping everything in one file. might take me the whole day, but i hope it ain't gonna go to waste. i mean, if i spend the whole day doing it... i dun want the same bugs to occur later even after changing it. would be such a waste!

things to do:
1. re-do interface -- simpler, seperate from main file and so that my functions can work after that [i hope].
2. web browser.
3. download -- display progress in a list or something.
4. remove -- a shared file. unshare() ?? O_o
5. media player -- check out what's wrong with that darn component.


everyone's in a pirate mood. potc has definitely triggered the pirates in us :)

one more week to the axn anime festival, 3 days to see my supervisor & finish my program, 11 days til i hand in my fyp.

-_-

Thursday, September 18, 2003

my muses have been sorta acting up. they just wanna jump out like the bunnies they are and give me plots but every time there's an urge i have to force them down. heh! well, what's the point with having ideas when you don't have the time, or can't afford to take the time and use them?

so what do it do? tell them to halt so that when the time actually comes, i can use them? err... because i think if i think too much of a plot it kinda changes over time and loose it's original err.... esscence?? :p


didn't do much work today. was quite sucky and i'm begining to hate looking at my program. especially since i can't get anything else working. might be another late night tonight. some people say you work best at late hours of the night.. and i think it's sorta true too. so, see how it goes.


days left: 12
[ *chokes* ]

just finished watching weiss kreuz gluhen and gosh... it's so depressing! aya especially. i must say, they potrayed angst really well, and aya... how can he... die????. can still feel the lump in my throat [lol!]. i wish there was more though. man, i think i should've watched the first season [ie, minus the gluhen]. but i guess they're better older? yeah... 13 episodes is too short. i wanna know what happened to him. whether he *bleep* or what!


project progress:
urgh. decided to give up on the jtree. damn thing. i couldnt' be bothered. changed my interface and removed a lot of stuffs. now when i look at it, it looks like a too simple program. but im still not done with it of course. have a few more parts to do. i hope i can finish by friday. i really need to and then test it on my laptop and see how much or what i have to install... etc.

one thing good though.. i managed to download a file from someone else :) not sure about the uploading yet.

Wednesday, September 17, 2003

wanna know how java turns people into psychos? check the "comp area" picture under the work env part.

am working on the darn jtree now. yeah it's one after bloody another. however, managed to figure out the jcombobox yesterday and refined it a lil just now.. and jtree next. stupid java! *glares*

but what to do... i like java.... *shrugs*

so anyways, back to the picture.. if you noticed, my room is just beyond the door frame on the left top corner and whatever you see related to the computer IS whatever i have :) picture was taken at 5pm, incase you were wondering. i just like to know where a person is at when they're at the computer. so that i can imagine the person sitting at that place and doing whatever they're doing online

yeap. that's me... curious to know the weirdest things.

Tuesday, September 16, 2003

project progress:
urgggh!! 13 days to go! 6 days til i meet my supervisor since i couldn't make it today and since he hasn't replied my email.

other progresses:
got the tabs for radical dreamers from a wonderful person who has put up so many other tabs for other anime songs which is cool. i can now play the begining bit v(^_^)V


i still like it's gonna rain by bonnie pink. such a lively song. and since i've been on the pc continously for the last how many day, many hours at a time.. i'm about to throw up if i listen through my mp3 collection again. well, some still aren't so bad but still it's not enough to keep me going for hours without listening to the same song :)

slept at 4 yesterday after tirelessly doing my program and encountering such a stupid bug and when i went at it again today, i found out all i needed to do was add 2 lines of codes to declare two stupid variables. how stupid! and now i'm stuck with those damnable jcomboboxes. why can't they have simple 'how-to-do-its' online? the darn help doesn't help either.

it's one thing to look at other people's codes and figure out how to do it from there and then implement it to my system, which will only take say the whole day... and then the way you really need where there's a proper help section that tells you what is important.. PROPERLY! sunONE's help can be quite useless. wait, cancel that... not quite but VERY.

my friend was just telling me she might be able to finish by friday and perhaps work on refining her program. man, i wish i was at that stage! argh.. whatever!


well, at least the last few days hasn't been a waste. i learnt new song!! *yay*

Sunday, September 14, 2003

ahh... feeling much better :)

i guess lying down while watching tv can do wonders. lol! just watched csi miami, which is good, but of course one would always prefer the original series. the characters there are much more interesting! grissom kinda reminds me a bit of sanzo, but of course a nicer sanzo [character-wise and minus his habits of course].


now to answer some questions...

1. what kind of IT course are you taking?

i'm doing computing specializing in internet technology. that means it's the basics of a computing and the additional subjects would be on stuff that's gotta do with the internet. however, this project which i'm currently doing is a final year project where every degree student has to do an individual project on anything, but most preferably on something relating to the course they've chosen. so like if i took computing specializing in multimedia technology, then i would do a project leaning towards multimedia and perhaps dealing with flash, director... stuffs like that.

internet would be more like wireless, asp, databases, online systems... and to be more specific, i [stupid me that is] went and chose a difficult topic thinking that if the harder the project was, the higher my marks would be. of course i'm regretting now, but it's too late since the dateline is end of this month. yes... 15 days to go!!!

i'm working on a p2p program [eg. would be our famous iMesh & KaZaA] just with a different technology, ie. jxta. i'm just giving key words here so, you wanna know more... search online :þ i'm saving my detailed explanations for my documentation [which is barely done as well and needs a lot of attention as soon as my program is working].


2. programming?

when you do IT, it's all about programming :) you can never escape it. lol! but i do like programming, only when you know how to do it!


okies.... back to work :)
backache, weird one-sided stomach cramps and i feel like puking. can a computer do this to you? i feel so sick i don't want to look at the pc for the next 2 hours. it's a surprise i haven't got RSI yet. so many hours spent today, barely anything accomplished.

okay, i'm going... cannot tahan already! urgh...
[ challenge ]

okies.. lessee! it's a begining of a new day. well, not quite but still is since i just woke up. so am gonna start my program and the challenge for today would be that i finish 3 modules by the end of today! yep.. 3 modules fully functioning and bug-free.

updates on progress later...

Saturday, September 13, 2003

[ strange dreams ]

yeah, had one of those last night. so weird. i think i'm spending too much time online so much so i'm dreaming of the people whom i interact or is somewhat connected to with online. and the funny thing is, i don't know what they look like so my subconscious mind make's up faces, shaped & sizes of these people.

mind you, it's not the first time :p yesterday's one was about somehow i know this person because she used to be in the same kindergarten as me. haha.. and i'm quite sure in real life that ain't true. and this person is one of those ffnet writers. sheesh.. it's so weird!! so like we met at my backyard [before my house was renovated.. it's renovated now so there's isn't much of a backyard anymore] and had some sorta drawing competition. hahahahaha!! and i can't draw for nuts.

well, it's just weird. that's all :p



finally gotten a start on the main bit of the program. seems like there's some success but still have to do a bit more of figuring out and how to actually implement those bits into the program itself. now those parts are just by itself so... integration is not as fun as debuggin :p

Friday, September 12, 2003

Dr. Jackal
Well, Dr. Jackal. You enjoy scalpels don't you? And not to use them for good either. Maybe you should take up cooking...it would be a lot safer for all of us.

What Get Backers Power Do You Have? brought to you by Quizilla


lol! hmm... there's no doubt why i shouldn't cosplay akabane anymore. i just love his sultry, sexy, deep voice and oh-so intimidating character. mmmm... :þ

[however, i got ginji for another get backers quiz. hehe... ginij & akabane just make such a great duo when it comes to humor]

Thursday, September 11, 2003

[ wheeheeww ]

got one part [small tiny tiny tiny tiny.... part] of my system working today!! *yay* well, even if it's that small, the joys of being able to accomplish that is the reason why i took up IT. lol! i caught de-bugger indeed!!

okay, now that i'm done with that, off to work on the tougher parts... urgh!



*am on a PoTC high* been listening to the OST the whole day. i think 4 times already XD
You are Akabane Kuroudo
"I have been nobody's friend from the beginning. Therefore, I cannot be a traitor."

You are Akabane Kuroudo.
While not always a villain, you aren't always a hero, either. I guess you are more in the "anti-hero" catagory. After all, you live only for yourself and your own enjoyment. And you get enjoyment from the pain and suffering of others by your hand. You're clever, charming, and have a certain appeal to those who don't know you. Perhaps in this case, the less known about you, the better.

Which Get Backers Villain Are You? brought to you by Quizilla


in a way.... i'm like him, minus the killing bit. but wait, i don't exactly live for myself only. but i agree with the last line. lol! it's only more fun that way, isn't it?! :)

Wednesday, September 10, 2003

[ i stole it ]

yeah i stole it, i stole it!! actually no... but i got it of fenix's art blog :p



you are "mecha manga"
What type of manga are you? brought to you by Quizilla

but i hate transformers!! or voltron...



you are "the heroine", you kick ass chick you.
What fairy tale cliche are you? brought to you by Quizilla

yeah baby.. yeah! haha... right. luckily i didn't get some guy O_o; but the "villain" [one of the other possible results] woulda been fun! :p
freeeeeee..... as a bird..... well, only for the next couple of hours. from tomorrow onwards i gotta be working on me project.

exam today was much better than the previous one. at least i understood the bloody questions! but... [there's always a but] if only i had a bit more time. imagine, one of the questions was 30 marks. damn.... i didn't have enuf time to crap on that one though. but i think i managed to give answers which were well.... required. good enuf for me, as long as i get a 2nd upper mark for it. since i know a distinction is surely out of the question.

man, this also means i won't be able to get my first class honours. have to work hard on my project now, especially the documentation since that one alone is 3 modules. why must it be so complicated?!!


i got a new friend addicted to get backers. mwahaha!! mission accomplished. and he was complaining that i was the cause for him to not study for the exam today. hah! who ask him to be so curious and watch the show? :p haha.. i was thinking twice about passing him the rest of the episodes [16-43] because i thought you know, exams n all.. he might end up watching it instead of studying and sure enuf!! curiousity got the worse of him. well, good thing is.. i got new partner to discuss about it. hehe! :O)

i'm also trying to drag some of my friends to CF. one in particular, trying to convince him to cosplay. reason why he doesn't want to - he thinks he'll look stupid. sheesh.. i mean everyone does [no offence!].. i mean it is funny n all. the whole idea. playing dress up and meeting up with other cosplayers. that sorta stuff! well, i still can't allow myself to be too deeply involved in this all [though i think i already am] otherwise i won't concentrate on more important stuffs. arghh.. i can't wait til the end of september.. and hope that i can finish my project on time.


well, that's all from me. for now. i guess i'll be spending more time online nowdays but first, have to pay streamyx bill! O_O;

Tuesday, September 09, 2003

[ the aftermath ]

..well, not exactly but somewhat 10% close.


today was a fairly good day. probably because i had no one to bother me :p

spent the entire day in the college library "studying" though nothing really stayed in my head. passed thru, yes. said hello, yes. and then left without saying goodbye! imagine, didn't even have time to reformat.

i'm afraid of simply focusing on the points instead of looking at the bigger picture and just concentrating on that because i did that for hci [human-computer interaction] and died looking at the questions. was thinking about how i wasted all my time memorizing useless facts instead of answering the questions.

well, it seems gs [groupware systems] has a bit more factly stuff, like they'll actually ask you to relate some challenges/rules to whatever scenario they decide to give. stupid hci paper... i might as well have not studied at all and it woulda been the same.

one of the questions - the university staff made a complaint about having no food in the cafeteria after 1pm. suggest an improvement to the current system to solve the problem. sheesh... what has this gotta do with hci?? hci is about usability and how humans interact with the damn computer. not how we should reduce less of the unpopular flavored cakes and provide more of the others... after 1pm.


today i saw my friend at the library and he said i looked fairer.. i told him because the only radiation or rays i'm getting is from the computer screen :p then after that we were talking about something at mid valley which i can't quite remember what... and he's like "so you DO go out of your house!". geez, i know lar i'm THAT deprived and home bound. this is what your final year does to you.


la la la.... they say two wrongs don't make it right.. so if i'm wrong i'm trying to find.. bla bla blaaa~ it's a nice song! added another 3 more songs to my current listens. they ARE good. go get :þ [it's at the last 3 in the list].


i've only had 15 hrs of sleep in the last 3 days and i might be delerious. i'm seriously thinking of licking that toad my friend was mentioning before.. hmm... :þ i was reading in the library, but more like glancing most of the time. and sometimes i'll read one part 10 times and go "huh??? was i reading?" and then i read again and try to pay attention to what i'm reading :p


been watching weiss kreuz gluhen... YES, i had to download them again!!! well, i got til episode 8 at the moment, seen until the 6th. well, because i have no prior background info on them i'm basically clueless and just going with the story as it is. and i lurve aya's hair [yeah enervate.. so cool!!! i think i can do it.. my hair is probably just a lil' bit shorter :)] and his voice. so sexy!

axn animefest on the 27th.. dunno if i can go. hopefully i can finish my program by next week, then maybe i'll be able to sneak a few hours for "fun time" then. and fenix, your drawing of you is pretty good!! really does like homura!

call me mad but i actually like aqua'a butterfly. so... jinjang but fun-fun! ai-ya-i-yai you're my little butterfly.... it's good for DDR or para-para whatchamacallits.

Monday, September 08, 2003

the exam sucked!
questions were so vague, answers could've been anything...
one down, one more to go.


*hopes next exam won't be as crappy*

Sunday, September 07, 2003

exam tmr.
haven't finished studying.
gonna be dead soon.
fyp also barely finished.


*pulls hair out*

Wednesday, September 03, 2003

so it wasn't a pirate-ish layout after all... oh well, i kinda did this before the previous layout so... tough! :p

i was getting sick with the gray fonts which made it hard to read.

Tuesday, September 02, 2003

guess who's back and ridin' the tides of high speed electron waves.

yeah.. it's me. me alright and about time. whoo hoo. something i've gotta admit though, guys are more efficient. yeah, it's the bloody truth and there's nothing i can do about that fact.

okay.. so what happened was [and how i concluded to that descriminating gender fact] after i came home from college today, my brother told me the technician came over and ficed the line. dialtone yes, broadband no... well, yes but my account was still suspended. so, first off i called [at 2.30pm] and spoke to the girl told her my story and said she'll restore it now as in at that time, asked me to fax my bill [basically the receipt i used to pay with]... but 3 hrs later i checked and it was still not working. so much for "we'll restore it now right after you fax us your receipt". <_<

the second time i called [at 5pm] i spoke to a guy, told him i'd already faxed the bill but still not yet restore so he said he'll check the fax while i waited on the phone, after that he came back on and told me he'll give it to his supervisor now and it will be restored within the hour.. and after that at 5.30 the supervisor called me because the receipt number was not clear just to confirm and then he told me it will be restored before 6 and sure enuf it was :)

my mom actually said "it's the first time after a long while i'm actually seeing you smile". sheesh... i sound so deprived! but i am.

now i can download the new get backer episodes, some weiss kreuz gluhen stuff and whatever else i've been missing for the last 1 week. gonna suck up the bandwidth. this is what they get for screwing up my line for that long :þ

but of course, i'll have to be doing my wiork as well.


days left to complete system: 12
days left to dooms day: 28