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just realized my results will be out this friday.... ~~>_<~~

i don't want it yet!!! i'm so afraid to collect my results and find out what i got. if history repeats itself.. and it has.... all my last years in whatevers have been bad -_-. upsr, spm... now my degree. it's always the last year. not like i did atrociously or anything... just not as good as expected. i hope this won't happen again.

blarh... damn "hopes". ENERVATE!!! i can now never EVER forget that phrase... and how ironically true it is. the higher you hope for something, the bigger the disappointment will be if it doesn't turn out the way you want it. this is why, i can't even think of the 'maybe i might just do well' even. i don't know what to think.

i've just decided to go to the temple today. ^^;
maybe some 'woshipping' will calm my nerves a bit. i went on sunday... but that was just to take care of the shop... but... yeah... argh.. i dunno ^^;;;

i see some people have downloaded the songs. how's it?? esp the wonderful days one? ^^v

3 MORE DAYS!!!!!! @_@