i just got an email... actually 3... plus one more yesterday from the fanfiction bot telling my that someone has reviewed one of my fics. i was hysterical... just recovered though :p

so i quickly opened the emails and read them... well, i deleted them before reading because i wanted to see it in the site itself.. hehe.. i know, it's weird.. but i'd rather look at the "collection" of reviews i got at one go than view it one by one... so, i got all excited... all of 'em telling my how mean i was for leaving a very bad cliffhanger. yeah, it was bad actually. however... i hadn't continued since the second installment of the story because i was.. lazy, need to have the right feelings to potray the idea... and also no inspiration.. my muse went on a holiday and ain't back as yet. well i was just too busy with college work to even have the time anyways.

therefore, this weekend... maybe even tonight (with the new motivation i got from the oh-so-kind readers) if i get the chance. i have begun a bit... it's always the begining that's the problem. have too many ideas how to put it and everytime i'm changing the "conversation" or scene. wondering which is better??

the trick is, to stop wondering and just get to putting it down in writing... that way, the story will go on and there'll finally be an end. at some point. heh... kinda almost forgot that i should be finishing up the story though... :þ

someone once mentioned that if you're having writer's block, try writing another story... complete different storyline.. then you'll be able to continue with the pending one. hmmm.... maybe i should. but what should i write about?? ahh... so much for writing. i ain't an easy task i tells ya!


on a different note, i am proud to announce that i've finally finished the project specification form and managed to submit it 30mins before the deadline. yes, i thrive to live on the edge. one day for sure kena lar... then i'll have myself to blame!! however, this is not the end of the project. no sir-ee! i remember saying something about 8months? well, actually.. i only have 6 1/2 months left. and you'd think.. 'wow.. that's a lot of time. what are you complaining about?' i'm complaining about the fact that it isn't a lot of time! in fact i think i'm behind schedule. imagine, i gotta start coding in about 4 months and i haven't even started proper "research" work.

oh well...