[ Artist: Arkarna
Song: So Little Time ]

so little time so much to do,
i wanna spend my days with you,
so little time so much to do,
i'd like to spend one day with you,
and if that day is not enough,
maybe we can stay in touch,
but i'm not making plans for tomorrow,
for tomorrow never comes.

somehow, i think those lyrics are so true. how ironic! and the song was actually stuck in my head before i went to search the lyrics.

it's like being torn between wanting to do two things at the same time. not blaming anyone here, honestly. even if there was anyone to blame, it would be my lack of focus on certain priorities when i should be doing so. it's like, if i were left at home 24 hrs, maybe i'll only end up doing work 1/4 of the time. yep, that's how much determination i have at the moment to do work.

then i ask myself, whatever happened to the promises i made where "i'll make sure not to slack" and "aim for first class" and "do my work on time if not earlier" and ....i could go on actually. i guess they were just empty promises. that's why, never make promises you can't keep. these are the kind of things i've been telling myself to do ever since school days. because as you can see, i'm a very lazy person. lazy because i've got no motivation to do any work. that's why sometimes i think if i stayed in front of the pc for 24hrs, i might actually end up doing some work.. even if it's only for a small percentage of the total time taken. nothing else actually works.

when i think of my projects [when i'm away from the pc] i feel as though i would want to do some work. but as soon as i sit here, staring at the second idiot-box [or so i like to call it], i end up doing anything but work. maybe someone should come and steal my modem, that way i can't surf even if i wanted to :þ

i was just thinking of the things i want to do. but there's so little time. "so little time, so much to do" but i'd rather do less important things. it's becoming from bad to worse.

my results are suppose to come out this month. i think?! or maybe next month. stupid college takes to darn long sometimes. well, most of the time. and someone else's results is coming out today. just hope she's done well. someone told me recently this:

"mengharapkan itu tandanya kecewa". in plain english... to hope is a sign of disappointment.

sad but true. and most of us tend to hope. a lot! because that's the most we can do at times, aside from praying to God and yet, hoping once again that He will help us.

now whenever someone says the word "hope" i can't help laughing.




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