just watched 'johnny english' and even though it is a comedy... i found it hard to laugh. i did laugh of course... at the slapstick jokes.

i think i've lost all zest for life. haha... well, that's a bit of an exaggeration. i do get excited when some things happen. maybe it's just now... during the movie, my mind was actually preoccupied. i was actually thinking of other things while watching the movie!! sheesh... never happened before...

even when kinokuniya called me up yesterday and told me that saiyuki reload 2 had arrived... instead of jumping with joy, i was "uh.. okay.. all i need now is to collect the book before the end of april, before the voucher expires". sad isn't it!

i was told recently i had an attitude problem. i shoulda probably asked what exactly was it i did that gave the impression, but i left it at that. because i roughly know why. but how can you not retort when everytime you wanna do something, you're either being bugged or made assumed that what you're was doing wasn't important? if i just nodded and said yes, agreeing to everything... at some point my bubble would burst. well, i've just decided to keep a low profile... and do like the dog does. wag it's tail and wait on my master's every whim & fancy.

the only way to get people off your case. "off my case"... a phrase i once used and regretted it. some people just don't take you seriously. when you try to be serious, they think it's a joke. when you wanna joke.. and honestly, i joke over matters which ARE jokes, they take it seriously.

oh what to do... what to do [a friend once said].